20 March, 2007

某人嫉妒心在作祟

今天某人跟某人說
某人做對不起某人的事

因爲某人故意不理某人
某人覺得某人很幼稚

但是某人想了又想
某人自己也是有醬的感覺
不知道某人的想法是?


其實某人不敢説是
某人早已習慣有某人的日子

因爲某人最近沒有
跟某人太親密的談話接觸

所以某人覺得某人
已不能少某人存在的空氣
某人自己也是那麽覺得

某人和某人想跟某人說
請某人不要忘記某人和某人

某人和某人也很需要某人的關心
某人和某人知道自己很自私
因爲某人有權利跟某人喜歡的人相處


某人太了解某人了
某人不敢坦白面對

所以某人才逃避回答某人的問題
某人…某人…某人


我今天亂寫又亂考
所以亂亂的心情
跟亂亂的思緒
全部都亂亂
所以你們看了也不要亂亂噢~!!!

愛能不能不變?
情能不能鎖時間?
我害怕愛瞬間留走
忘記曾經心有多痛
眼淚曾有多麽的重
在美麗的風景也比不過你
只要每個當下跟你一起走
每個鏡頭下都是真的感動

我真的是想~太~多
~
你們大家都不能怪我
因爲我不能公佈:(他們是誰)

某人…某人…某人

17 March, 2007

忙=茫=盲

今天一大清早我算起的還蠻早的
我爲什麽要那麽早就起床呢?
因爲今天(17-03-2007)是我第一張數學科
在第三個學期中的半年考
所以啊?
這就是一個很簡單的原因...

在考場上的我坐在一個那麽狹窄的空間作答
手裏握著考卷,另一只手作答
我的頭和勁都非常的痠
真得很辛苦
::>O<:: 考到沒多久我聽到
劈劈啪啪的聲音接二連三的發出
鉛筆盒、計算機、膠擦一個個掉入地面
你們說FBLR 4022是適合考試的地方嗎?

考完試的心得:
我是有一點點小小的信心也感到非常的開心
因爲我從來不會考完試一出考場后
還會帶著一絲絲喜悅的心情
沒想到?
這種事還會發生在我的身上
很驚訝咯~哈哈…
嗐,我只希望我自己不會考到很差的成績
大家一起祝福我吧?
我也祝朋友們考試順利。加油~

做事一向很謹慎的我
從不會無緣無故
沒有做交代什麽的就離開
並且,我犯下了我人生一個很離譜的大錯
我承認,我是在逃避,我在閃躲,我只
想逃
逃到越遠越好
所以我選擇離開一下下
就算只有短短的一天而已!


我離開了這繁忙、無味的都市
暫時我不會想那麽多
我會好好的享受在家中的悠閒
一心只挂念這裡的爸媽弟們
我很想一去不回頭的往前走
所以我才下定決心放下一切
終于我回到了屬於我溫暖的窩

我只留下了一堆殘局給朋友們
或許我的離開會造成很多
很多人很大的不便
但是我真的沒辦法不回來看我的家人
儅你們知道我的原因后
你們一定會罵我

我認了
我就是那麽樣的單純
純粹只想回來看看家人過得好不好?
給自己一個藉口
給自己放一個假期
因爲我真的累了~

在此,我很想對你們說抱歉
因爲我的任性,
我的倔強
讓你們受委屈了,對不起。

15 March, 2007

人類

我的朋友兼大姐
她開了一個新的部落格在friendster裏頭
她爲何要開新的呢?
道理很簡單...
她說她要從新的部落開始新的生命

聼起來很深奧對吧?不明白對吧?
我也實在不明白啊?
自己的密碼也可以忘記?
真的沒話講~哈哈…
她要我相信她絕對不會在犯同樣的錯誤
所以我在這裡要強調的是:
人一定要犯錯才會從錯誤中學習咯!

人最怕就是被嚇倒
嚇倒還不用緊
被黑人下到臉青青
我到是第一次聼過啦~
昨天我們這一班在上英文科時
我們都做了一個小時的小朋友
我們玩得不亦樂乎
快樂的時光總是很短暫
能盡情享受過程中的美
增進彼此之間的互動感
久久一次真的還蠻過癮

雨后晴朗天氣
天空出現一道美麗的彩虹
我們倆坐在街頭毫不起眼的咖啡廳
之前總是找藉口逃避
該來的誰要躲也都躲不過
人來人往就像生命過客
有人進來也有人離去
悲歡離合只是一念之差
天真無邪的甜美笑容
漸漸的我離它越來越遙遠
我們都忘了最初原來的自己
人是惡魔
人需要溫馨
人真得很無聊
人心是很難理解
人是一個敏感動物

14 March, 2007

無意閒の傷害

最近我的身體復原能力非常差
病了三、四天都還沒好呐…

嗚~嗚~
我的心情呢?

也隨著病情在變化中
起伏不定…
我不想對你冷淡

是因爲我怕我會情緒失控
又再次無緣無故對你態度不佳
讓你覺得爲什麽我這個
人是那麽的容易發脾氣
但我沒有想到
這樣更會無形中重傷你
我也不希望看到你傷心難過
我知道你忍我忍得快崩潰了
你每次都在默默的忍我
終有天忍到沒地方讓你存放

你對我的不滿
終有天你會忍無可忍

你會越來越恨我



雖然你什麽都沒有說
但我可以從你的眼神裏感受到

隨時將會有不愉快的事情發生
可是我不想有這麽一天的來臨
如果你和我就這樣走到了盡頭
你不必感到愧疚
是因爲我不懂該
如何好好地珍惜你
那一天…一定是我自己對不起你



今天,就是我所謂的終有天
儅你落淚時的那一刻那一秒

坐在你身邊不遠的我
無意閒聽見你的淚聲
這可證明了你已經受夠我了
你的憤怒明明白白刻在臉上
如果換成是我的話我也會哭
你討厭我你恨我都是應該的

所以我當然不會責怪你
要怪的話就只好怪我自己笨
因爲全是我自己錯失的機會


最後,朋友對不起...
我傷了你好幾回

除了對不起
我不知道能說什麽好
总覺得說什麽一切都好像太晚了
後悔也來不及挽回了
我不要求你的原諒
就讓歲月慢慢淡忘我們彼此的痛
等到有天我改變了
希望你還會願意接受我這麽一位朋友

12 March, 2007

我生病了...

昨晚我非常難受
一整晚難以入眠
在床上翻來覆去
額頭和臉頰上
燙燙的體溫
讓我情不自禁地
挂念起我的巴巴麻麻
還有我家裏暖暖的床。

想起每儅我生病
深夜裏,
你們會來觀察我
看一看,
是否我退燒了沒?


現在沒有巴巴麻麻的照顧
所以只好從朋友身上
得到一些些關心問候
謝謝你們啦。

巴巴麻麻~
我~好~想~念~你~們…

祝福天下有情人:天天開心 幸福快樂 !

06 March, 2007

My Drama Presentation Night

YEAR: ALPHA
DATE: 05-03-2007
TIME: 8:00 p.m. - 11:00 p.m.
VENUE: THEATER 4 (FSER 0012)
GROUP: PM11

HER THREE DAYS
JOHNSON : NOUMBE
(Am I beautiful? So pretty loh~)
NICHOLE : MUSTAPHA

(Am I cool? So handsome^^)

ELAINE : AIDA

(please...don't look at me)

FISH : LAITY

(want to fight?)

APPLE : MACTAR

(I love pucca)

MAXWELL : AMANDOU

(what's going on here?)

Hi, this is my first post for March 2007.

Yesterday night was really unbelievable.

The yesterday night was my second time acting in front of so many people.

You guys got heard before the story of “Mary had a little lamb”.

I think that was my first time when I am just a little girl

acted as a musical fairy tales story as main actor, Mary.

Haha, should I be proud of it^^?

My drama presentation group members consist of 6 people.

They were Jia Ping, Fish, Nichole, Johnson, Maxwell and me my self.

It was a memorable day, full of happiness and joy.

Although, I really made a big mistake and totally blank

while I was standing up on the stage.

I change all the script that I need to present for.

That time, my mind only can tell me must be professional,

you must not give up and you must hang on to the last minute.

But, my group members did not angry with me.

They were kind-hearted person.

Thanks for you all consideration to me.

I think the drama presentation was very successful and

I want to tell all my friends here, no matter is PM 11 or PM 12 students.

For PM11, you guys have done a good job!

Continue your sprits till every moment and

any jobs while you are doing. Well done guys.

For PM12, today are you guys’ drama presentation night

so I am here to wish you all good luck and

hope you guys can do your very best for the fantastic night.

Best wishes to you guys.

全体照

圆满成功

大功告成!

26 February, 2007

天堂與地獄

今天的我是怎麽了啊?
無緣無故跌了兩次跤。

第一次:
就在前往吃晚飯
素餐廳的路途中
我把車停放好在馬路邊
一下車的我走不到幾步
我就跌到了。
嗚~嗚~真的好痛。

第二次:
回到家心想先沖個澡
一踏進廁所的大門口
由於地面上滑的關係
我一個不小心不留意
就讓我跌得四腳朝天
我的屁屁已經開花咯
唬~唬~很痛很痛。

好久沒有消化不良的感覺
今天晚飯是吃得還很不錯
只是記得在一起吃飯時侯
最好是不要遍說話邊大笑
因爲我害怕會有那麽一天
我們吃到一半老闆趕我們
這頓飯我真的吃到很開心
讓別人儅傻瓜白癡也樂意

謝謝你們給我美好的回憶
有天我會很慶幸的光榮的
與我的子孫分享這份榮譽
那天的我們已經白髮蒼蒼
愛的天使環繞在我們周圍
散發無限慈祥溫柔慈悲心
金銀珠寳勝越過親友愛情
期待每刻早晨太陽的天空
世界的寬闊勝越人的心靈

Today is a very special day,
everything going very smooth.
My buddy, her report came out,
thanks god to protect her...
She is now fine and healthy.
I really feel happy to her,
hope everybody can take care your own health.
LOVE YOU ALWAYS YA~!!!

25 February, 2007

這就是所謂...燦爛人生?

早上六點三十五分的電話聲想起
結束了我這短短的假期新年之旅
一杯溫溫的麥祿
溫暖了我的心裏
坐在巴士上的我
遙望遠方的天空
窗外空氣中的小雨滴
仿佛感受到人間溫情
一路上的天氣還不錯
甜美聲音環繞在耳邊
我們倆彼此談著聊著
有好多說不完的話題
我們就像溫室裏芬芳的花朵
一點都經不起生命中的考驗
黑暗不斷籠罩著我們的前方
我們走不出黑色彩虹的迷宮
一次次的失敗,一次次的創傷
讓我們領悟到,讓我們學習到
人的一生當中有無數的片刻
想擁有的越多,失去不斷增多
腳踏實地一起為夢想的最高點邁進
心頭上如勾芡般的烏雲吹散了
這幾天慶幸有父母和弟弟的陪伴
我過的很正常
最近開始迷戀上瑜伽
大口的吸氣吐氣
讓我獲得了平靜
電影裡千千萬萬的事蹟
讓我可以看的徹底
櫥窗中亭亭的衣襟
不會繞亂我的澄明
風吹動髮尾
也許會讓人回頭
但不會改變太多
這種一順瞬間
只是在偶像劇的劇情
在現實生活裏
只是人與人之間交疊的飛影
樹葉很平凡的落下
紅綠燈很自然的閃著
不會因為經過而變成慢動作
是因為我想得太多嗎?
怎麼這一切看起來都不切實際?
往往現實的另一端是美麗謊言的開始……

24 February, 2007

TiMe fLies

Hmmm…
Today, I got up at 7 in the morning;
having breakfast with my family members.
Long time I never sit together with them and enjoy eating,
so I very treasure the time that we had.
Although is very short,
but it is still a good opportunity to me.
11a.m. I went to my friend house to gather
and 2 of us took a taxi to shopping complex.
I had a fun time in City Square with a group of friends.
Actually, I didn’t feel very “syoik”
but still okay, because I at least got a chance to sing.^^
Tomorrow, I need to go back to Malacca.
At 7 something, i will go back with Fish and her sister accompany.
Haiz, my mid-term breaks going to end sooner.
So sad... =(
The Happiness & Sweet Sweet time will end faster than Bitterness.

23 February, 2007

猪你新年快乐

2007猪猪年到啦!

在此,只想为你和你所爱的人送上我最真诚的祝福:

家人、朋友们:

身体健康
心想事成
平平安安
幸福快乐

发财固然重要,但快乐更珍贵。

新的一年,不奢求什么,
只希望能好好珍惜充满喜悦的每一刻,
也希望能和他人分享快乐。



有人问我农历新年过得如何?

就跟以往一样丫,过得很简单。

我喜欢农历新年。

它对我而言,那才是新的一年的开始。

除夕 = 芭芭、麻麻、蒂蒂从新山回来咯。
我们全家人吃团圆饭。

初一 = 过得很简单。每年都一样,全家人一起去拜拜。=)

初二 = 到亲戚的家去拜年。

初三 = 嗯...一样也。

初四 = 我回家咯。顺便跟好朋友聚一聚。

初五 = 看电视,玩电脑,听歌?去朋友家拜年,拿红包。

初六 = 就今天嘛!上网 :P

初七 = 打算和一群朋友去唱k。

初八 = 你们说呢?我就要回去了。

希望我2007年能顺顺利利,平平安安,大吉大利和身体健康。

16 February, 2007

REBoRN

The days I went through…
From 29th of January 2007,
my 3rd trimester started schooling till yesterday, 15th of February 2007.
I only got one word can describe my life in university.
The word is BUSY.
I am very busy, why I said so?
Every day, I woke up at 6 in the morning,
went out at 7 a.m.,
and came back around 7 or 8 at night,
sometimes midnight...i think around 12-1 a.m. I only back to home.

Last time,
my first and second trimester timetable was quiet okay
and which was much suitable for me.
Here, I want to complain!
My third trimester’s timetable was very TERRIBLE from getting bad to worse.
When I was in primary and secondary school,
that time the timetable only for morning or afternoon section,
after that, no lesson for students.
Now, I studied in Multimedia University, I felt so tiring.
This is also a main cause that causing me from a very good mood suddenly to bad mood.

Every time,
I will tell myself that: “don’t angry so easily, if you continue like this nobody want to be your friend. Your friend will get farer and farer.”
But I can’t, I couldn’t make it.
It is so hard for me to change.
As you guys know that leopard can’t change its spots.
I am one of the leopards as well.
How can I change only in a night?
Assignment, Test, Presentation, Quiz...
All these words let me feel so stress.
I think that all these words will accompany me,
through out this university life before I graduate.
Can I know why some of the people say that study in university will getting easier and easier?
Why they all lie to me?
Why everything become so much of different from what I see?

14th February 2007 was a romance Valentine Day,
yesterday was the last lesson for this week,
and today I am alone
because my entire friend went back to their hometown to celebrate.
Just only left a computer accompanies me.
I got a little bit sadness
while she said she want to go back to Masjid Tanah.
Then, while I am finishing my lunch with Fish, Apple and Nichole,
she came towards us to return the vcd to Apple.
I though she misses us want to see us last eye,
who know she like so happy and went off.

Seem I am alone here,
so I can’t be sad also,
they all will be coming back soon.
I am going to prepare and
get ready for the coming festival: Chinese New Year.
Let me wish all my friend pig year:
Healthy, Happy and full of Happiness.
Enjoy the CNY~

This sentences that I wrote was for her,
but she couldn’t know that this was my own idea.
She thought I copied from someone.
So sad… :(
now, I want to share with all my friend here:

From the day I met u,
Through the day we met together,
You and I went though all hardship.

The earth still turning 24 hours a day,
No matter happiness or sadness you are beside me,
You and I believe that our life is full of wonderful moment.

The sun raises high in the sky,
The star starring brightly in the sky,
You are the shining ones that brighten up my world.

05 February, 2007

早就该...想开了!

春花开 夏微笑
秋落叶 冬流泪
有些话 不用说
看一眼 我心知

分隔 两边海岸线
望着 同样的星空
沉默 草代替花语
静静 我在呼吸着

你我 都是临时演员
爱情 是最难内心戏
忘记 是种最深演技
离开 是悲欢的哭戏

我的话语 对不上你的等号
你的世界 不再为我而空虚
曾经我是 对你如此的痴醉
日夜幻想 初恋之浪漫温柔

总在云淡风轻后找到新证据
我一直穿着过往寂寞的新衣
现在才发现我不快乐的原因
是我假装来快乐的反作用力

24 January, 2007

该心痛吗?

想着想着
时光隧道
穿越春夏秋冬
回忆如此清晰
从没有,到拥有,到失去

越想逞强,伪装, 装坚强 只会让自己遍体鳞伤
只是盼望你回头再看看我 一眼
熟悉的脸 离我越来越远
闭上眼 感受流动的温柔 从脸颊不自禁地滑落

就算轻轻的呼吸 心还是感觉痛
布满思念的空气 该怎么摆脱
天灰的好寂寞,快乐、悲伤在你左右
就这样不贪心 我慢慢的走…

月光一样的光芒
你我走到了尽头
我的世界没有你
你的世界多了她

星星一样的璀璨
你我还是好朋友
我已习惯没有你
你渐渐的没笑容
后来你终于搬走了
我想你应该舍不得
后来你说要的幸福
原来是背叛的解脱
有许多的人 想靠时间忘过去
而我的记忆 想留却都留不住
我们都爱着 无论多苦都值得

我们说好的 怎么你忘记了?
你我的时间停了
说什么都太晚了
你我的记忆灰了
全是我们的过去式

20 January, 2007

故事

从前,有一个脾气很坏的男孩。他的爸爸给了他一袋钉子,告诉他,每次发脾气或者跟人吵架的时候,就在院子的篱笆上钉一根。第一天,男孩钉了37根钉子。后面的几天他学会了控制自己的脾气,每天钉的钉子也逐渐减少了。他发现,控制自己的脾气,实际上比钉钉子要容易的多。终于有一天,他一根钉子都没有钉,他高兴的把这件事告诉了爸爸。

  爸爸说:“从今以后,如果你一天都没有发脾气,就可以在这天拔掉一根钉子。” 日子一天一天过去,最后,钉子全被拔光了。爸爸带他来到篱笆边上,对他说:“儿子,你做得很好,可是看看篱笆上的钉子洞,这些洞永远也不可能恢复了。就象你和一个人吵架,说了些难听的话,你就在他心里留下了一个伤口,像这个钉子洞一样。”

插一把刀子在一个人的身体里,再拔出来,伤口就难以愈合了。无论你怎么道歉,伤口总是在那儿。要知道,身体上的伤口和心灵上的伤口一样都难以恢复。你的朋友是你宝贵的财产,他们让你开怀,让你更勇敢。他们总是随时倾听你的忧伤。你需要他们的时候,他们会支持你,向你敞开心扉。

18 January, 2007

U Faster Leave Malaysia

近来,我面对着同样的一个问题。
我到底已经忘了他吗?
还是,我只是要让自己好过一些些?
让他看见现在的我没有了他还是活得很一样精彩?
那天有人问我,你还爱不爱他?
我愣了一下下,脑里浮现出一句话:“我早就不爱他了啊”。
为什么那时候的我回答不出来呢?我只是笑笑地回应她。
也许,我应该要感谢那个人吧?她问了一个那么棒的问题让我思考了很久。由始至终, 我还是无法判断...我应该这样说吧?我和他曾经是彼此相爱着对方,为彼此付出了真爱。只是,为什么我不明白?他的离去即将会带给我们这几位好朋友痛苦的根源。

再过两天,他就要出国留学了。我们这几位好朋友就帮他办了一个小小的送别会。希望他能够脱离苦海,用工读书,成为一个企业家。哈哈…这句话是出自一个超舍不得他的一个好朋友而且唱歌唱到一半就忍不住掉下泪水的家伙。这是我身平第一次看到他们俩哭泣,场面虽然很温馨,但我觉得你们俩有一点点地恶心咯。奇怪也,我不是最爱哭的吗?为什么我没哭哇?你们男生要坚强一点,不要动不动就哭。

所以,我这两天都去同样一间 karaoke 唱了很多歌。我简直和那边的服务生熟到离谱。(很夸张的形容词)上个星期天,我跟秀萍去看了 《Night At The Museum》。这部电影很好看哦!还没看的朋友,你一定不能错过丫。之后,我们俩就跟静秋,春环和佩玲一起 high fun 天,玩得实在太开心咯!

昨天晚上才经典。我爸妈收到邀请去参加朋友儿子的生日会。我问他们是谁那么大牌连朋友儿子的生日会也要去。他们不说就一直要我去,真是无聊。
我没想到,是他的生日-->他爸妈把他的生日提早办,害我当场被整,很过分嘞!很好玩是吗?

你们俩个给我记住,我一定会找机会反整你们一场。我们就走着瞧。

还有,我可爱的家人,你们也太配合他们了吧?

09 January, 2007

开心与担心

前几天,从星期五考完试当天直到星期日,我都不够睡啊~~>.<'''而且我和我的朋友们都很忙碌。想不想知道我们考完试忙些什么呢?哈哈。星期五的就不必说了,因为上一张我就有告诉大家了嘛!那我就从星期六的说起咯。

星期六 - 我很早就起身,因为我答应Choon Wei要去载Gary and Shery去Choon Wei的家。之后,我们四人就在附近的小贩中心吃早餐。12.30去小鱼家,我们俩就去大姐家吃鸡蛋午餐。然后,我们三人就去MP,我跟大姐就去洗脸,可怜的小鱼儿就自己自寻快乐。Erm~~在Adonis我真的睡过去了,@_@而且我不想起身并且在那里很舒服哦!!!最后,我们去JJ唱歌。我们简直可以说是精力充沛丫。

星期日 - 我睡不醒也。*~*呵呵…Mandy, Apple, Fish, Cynthia和我参加Tzu Chi 的老人院活动。哪里的老人个个都很可怜,而且有些都不愿意跟我们说话。但是,慢慢地我们跟着放下身段跟他们聊天,我也渐渐的融入在他们的世界里。聊天对他们来说是一件很开心、快乐的事,因为他们很少可以跟别人说话,每天都关在小小的框框里,不闷死都会生出病来啦。可想而知,我们是多么的幸福啊?之后,Apple, Fish, Ah Man 和我就去DP逛街。没想到,我们竟然在MMU corner享用我们的晚餐坝?哈哈^^

昨天,爸爸从新山搭巴士下来马六甲带我回新山。回到家中的感觉超棒、超舒服。而且我很开心哟~看到我的弟弟。我很久没有看到他们了。我在想呀…(思考中)我亲爱的朋友们,你们一定也很开心吧?好不容易我们才有短短三个礼拜的时间在家里好好享受。

“可是,我有点小小的紧张也。我不知道自己能不能考到好成绩??能不能够及格??现在的我,心情虽然很开心但也很担心。”

06 January, 2007

funckY time

I just finish my PPE paper in this afternoon from 3.00 pm - 5.00 pm. I was really struggle when I doing the test paper because every question it seems likes me had done it before but I can’t even recall ONE word. Am I very ridiculous???

After that, we went to eat satay celup in capitol, our gang consists of 15 people, a lots right? We had no choice so they ask us to separate it into two tables. My table as usual got Apple, Fish, Nichole, Ke Li, TY and me myself.

I think around 30 minutes later, my table finishes eating then we very kind-hearted; we paid for it and went off because still got a lots of people were waiting outside just for a place to sit. Everybody seems to be very curious right?? Where we went?? By waiting for the others, we stood at “kaki lima” about 15 minutes. Then, later Apple, Nichole, Ke Li and TY left. Fish and I still not yet full so while waiting for others to finish their food, Fish and I went to eat ‘cha siew’ rice opposite capitol. The rice very nice to eat but unfortunately, we didn’t finish it because we don’t want to let them waiting for us for so long.

Next destination, we went to MP. Haha, on the way to MP, I kept talking with Fish, Shirly, Hui Ping, and Samantha, so I miss the car park parking area because of that, I didn’t follow Yuen Shun’s car. In MP, guys suggest catching a movie but Fish and I want to go to window shopping so we didn’t follow them to the 4th floor.

Finally, we all went to jonker street. Erm...nothing to talk much about it, hehe =) What we done?? We just eating, playing and buying along the street.^^

I got a little bit sad sad la because of some reasons. Still remember that, five of us [Apple, Mandy, Fish, Nichole and me] going around to eat and shop together. But this time, 5 of us all still went to MP; the differences were we went with different people; instead, we never contact each other that we decided going to MP (maybe Malacca is too small for us, i think other than Mp no place for us to go liao), but still we, 5 of us were inside the same building, same destination, same location at the same time.

I felt very sad and funny. Why our friendship become like this?? We are still very concern about each other’s feeling isn’t it?? We are still like before isn’t it?? Am I myself thinking too much?? Or maybe, I am the main problem that causing our friendship become like this?? As the days goes by, when I thinking about the time we spend together, I still very happy that I can know you all as my friend but it seems that our distance becoming far away. I hope that we can still like before.

Happy holiday and enjoy your holiday in you guys hometown and remember to miss me ok?? ~~ =)

04 January, 2007

sAVe me

Oh my god!!! 神啊!! Tuhanku!!!

Gosh!!! 惨啊!! Aduhai!!!

The PCA paper very difficult leh~~~ I can’t do at all…

太难了吧?我不会做呐~~很难嘞!我真的不会做。

Memang sangat susah. Peperiksaan ini, aku tidak boleh buat langsung.

Now, I feel like dying, so sad man…

我快要窒息了,超级难过。。。

Aku sudah nak mati, sekarang aku sangat sedih

Anybody who is willing to help me?

谁愿意帮我?

Siapa boleh bantu aku?

Now, the only suggestion is I only can survive by myself
I really scare that my PCA will fail…

Who can help me???
Save me please???

My Best Wishes: hope that I can pass my PEN, PCA, and PPE paper.

03 January, 2007

saY 'NO' to enGlish

哈哈!我终于可以摆脱英文咯,用华语写blog的感觉还真得不错哝~呵呵... 今天,考完英文试卷了,勉强来说是不算太难,如果很难的话,我想MMU这下子可以多赚,多捞一笔我们的钱了啦。RM50块一科,也实在太好赚了吧?爸啊,你也可以考虑开大学呀!

erm... 我还剩下两科... aIYO<宗恬,很快地就能出去逛欢,你在忍一忍吧>。时间嘀嗒嘀嗒的过去,时间一分一秒的流逝,我们已经过两个月了。未免太快了吧??

今天,6点钟就起身的我,非常担心也很非常地紧张。我在紧张什么呢??还不是考试。一个考试就能让我们忙到<晕头断气>(自己发明的成语,不好意思。)>.<'''。因为没有别的成语可以形容我们此刻的感受。。。

去到学校也许是我朋友个个都比我看起来更紧张吧?考完试出来,大家都充满着很多疑惑,不知道自己的答案对或不对?在考场里,我太幸运了!!!我的位子刚刚好在冷气下。考试考到一半,我终于忍不住了,arhmm...我超想上厕所呀!所以只好跟考官说一声,真的丢脸到极点。

也许是我被考场的冷气,冷到~快要麻痹/麻木了吧?有点转不回来他们的话题,虽然我是有听他们说什么。我还要在哪儿考上两天耶!想到这里 haiz... 我想...我要考虑带烤箱了。erm... 带烤箱有点重噢。太阳公公,能不能把你借给我两天?而且我只需要一天两个小时而已。

还有两天,两天就可以放假了。朋友们,我们又要迎接三个礼拜的假期,我真的超期待噢!!我不知道你们快不快乐?期不期待假期的到来??但是我是充满着喜悦,因为我太想念我家的<床>了^^...没有它的相伴滋味真不好受哦!!-每晚难以入眠- 新山,你等我哦!我要来咯~~

《暧》情垃圾车 - Part 2

咖啡里加盐的故事
他和她的相识是在一个晚会上,那时的她年轻美丽,身边有很多的追求者,而他却是一个很普通的人。因此,当晚会结束,他邀请她一块去喝咖啡的时侯,她很吃惊,然而,出于礼貌,她还是答应了。
坐在咖啡馆里,两个人之间的气氛很是尴尬,没有什么话题,她只想尽快结束。但是当小姐把咖啡端上来的时候,他却突然说:“麻烦你拿点盐过来,我喝咖啡习惯放点盐。”当时,她愣了,小姐也愣了,大家的目光都集中到了他身上,以至于他的脸都红了。
小姐把盐拿过来了,他放了点进去,慢慢地喝着。她是好奇心很重的女子,于是很好奇地问他:“你为什么要加盐呢?”他沉默了一会,很慢的几乎是一字一顿地说:“小时候,我家住在海边,我老是在海里泡着,海浪打过来,海水涌进嘴里,又苦又咸。现在,很久没回家了,咖啡里加盐,就算是想家的一种表现吧。”她突然被打动了,因为,这是她第一次听到男人在她面前说想家,想家的男人必定是顾家的男人,而顾家的男人必定是爱家的男人。她忽然有一种倾诉的欲望,跟他说起了远在千里之外的故乡,气氛渐渐的变得融洽起来,两个人聊了很久,并且她没有拒绝他送她回家。
再以后,两个人频繁地约会,她发现他实际上是一个很好的男人,大度、细心、体贴,符合她所欣赏的所有的优秀男人应该具有的特性。她暗自庆幸,幸亏当时的礼貌,才没有和他擦肩而过。她带他去遍了城里的每家咖啡馆,每次都是她说:“请拿些盐来好吗?我的朋友喜欢咖啡里加盐。”再后来,就像童话书里所写的一样,“王子和公主结婚了,从此过着幸福的生活。”他们确实过得很幸福,而且一过就是四十多年,直到他前不久得病去世。
故事似乎要结束了,如果没有那封信的话。那封信是他临终前写的,是写给她的:“原谅我一直都欺骗了你,还记得第一次请你喝咖啡吗?当时气氛差极了,我很难受,也很紧张,不知怎么想的,竟然对小姐说拿些盐来,其实我不加盐的,当时既然说出来了,只好将错就错了。没想到竟然引起了你的好奇心,这一下,让我喝了半辈子的加盐的咖啡。有好多次,我都想告诉你,可我怕你会生气,更怕你会因此离开我。现在我终于不怕了,死人总是很容易被原谅的,对不对?
今生得到你是我最大的幸福,如果有来生,我还希望能娶到你,只是,我可不想再喝加盐的咖啡了,咖啡里加盐,你不知道,那味道,有多难喝!”信的内容让她吃惊,也让她有种被欺骗的感觉。然而,他不知道,她多想告诉他:“她是多么高兴,有人为了她,能够做出这样的一生一世的欺骗。”

02 January, 2007

《暧》情垃圾车 - Part 1

一封没有拆开的信

在一次朋友聚会上,华仔遇见了一个女孩。
第一眼,他就被她的美丽的容貌和高贵的气质所征服了。
于是,他鼓起勇气对女孩说,交个朋友吧!
女孩甜甜的笑了,顺手在一张纸上写了一行字,递给了华仔。
是她的地址,华仔接过,顿时,幸福的感觉包围了他。
回到家,华仔立刻写了一封热情洋溢的信寄给了女孩。
接下来的子里,华仔每天怀着企盼去看信箱。
终于,有一天当华仔打开信箱门的时候,一封粉红色的信静静的躺在那。
信很薄。
华仔小心翼翼的用小刀裁开信封,却失望的发现里面居然空无一物。
华仔很诧异,立刻又写了一封信去问女孩,很快的,他又收到了那粉红色的信封,打开一看,仍旧什么都没有。
华仔明白了,女孩是在试探他。
于是,往后,他还是给女孩去信,女孩也还是给他回一无所有的粉红色的信封。
几个礼拜后,华仔接到了一个电话,是女孩托朋友打来约华仔见面的。
华仔兴高彩烈的去赴约,一切顺利,他们谈的很投机,发现彼此的兴趣爱好都很相同。
兴奋的华仔觉得对这份感情更有信心了。
时间一天天的过去了,华仔家里的粉红色信封数数已经有四十五张了,可是每张都还是空的。
同时,华仔身边又出现了另一个女孩,她是华仔的中学同学,刚从国外回来,她找到华仔,告诉他,自己喜欢了他很久~~
她同样很优秀,可华仔对她却没什么特别的感觉。
他继续的写信把每天自己身边发生的事,告诉女孩,包括那个她的出现。
女孩也仍旧回给他什么都没有的粉红色信封。
而华仔身边的那个她与他走的越来越近,在各方面都无微不止的照顾关心着华仔。
华仔已经二十六七了,父母都催着他快点结婚,华仔也很急,他写信去询问女孩的看法,女孩却还是回给他空空的粉红色信封。
慢慢的,华仔的心中越来越没有底了,他不知道这份感情最后究竟有没有结果。
而粉红色信封也已经累积到了九十八封了,怀着最后一丝希望的华仔又寄出了一封信,他企盼着奇迹会出现。
收到信的那一刻,华仔的心里很激动,他知道决定自己命运的时刻到了,怀着复杂的心情,华仔拿起了那封信,他立刻失望的发现,和以往的九十八封信一样,这封信依旧是很簿,很簿,完全没有一点手感的。
绝望透了的华仔并没有拆开信,但终于决定与身边的那个她步上红毯的那一端。
婚后他们处的很融洽,华仔也在心中慢慢的淡忘了女孩。
直到有一天,在街上,两人再一次相遇,擦肩而过的那一刹那,华仔分明看见了女孩眼中有着深深的幽怨。
某天,华仔和他的妻子闲聊的时候,他的妻子忽然提到了女孩。
一阵沉默之后,他的妻子猜测说,会不会那第九十九封没拆的信中有些什么?
于是,信被取了出来,裁开了封口,轻轻的,从缺口处飘出了一张同样是粉红色的纸条,那一刻的华仔如被电击,用颤抖的手拈了起来,上面清秀的笔迹写着这么一行字:

“我已准备好嫁衣,等你第一百封信到来的时候,就做你的新娘!”

New Year


so beautiful...(can my life be as beautiful as this picture??)

What New Year means to me???
It means that no longer I have to sit for my final exam of 2nd trimester examination. Should I be happy?

It means that I need to study well and scored a good result to fulfill my dreams. Don’t you people think that it is like “build the castle in the air”??
It seems to be so boring. The brand new year of the first day, I was alone in this cold and dim city of Malaysia – MALACCA

Just now, my taman here went blank off. I think is around 1:50 p.m. to 2:45 p.m. So scary man!!! This was my first time staying with my grandma and then, the whole house went blank off without my family members accompanied so SCARY.

These days, none of my friend or relative call me out…nobody find me to go out with them. Most likely they forgot still got a me that still in this world…I think they all are still busy doing their studies and preparation for their exam ba?? Haiz…

Tomorrow (03/01/2007), I will be sitting for my first paper in Exam hall, MMU.
Everybody is preparing for their final exam for tomorrow, the following day, and last day of the exam.

My friends: Apple, Fish, Nichole, and Shirly went to Tzu Chi centre to study. Everybody is concerning about their final exam. But what am I doing here??? Because I don’t have mood to study!!! =.= (really) I really don’t know why I can be so stupid just wasting my time away so easily… May god bless me… hope everything will be smooth~ God, please bless me.

I really scare that I will disappoint my parent. But anyway, I will try my very best in this final exam.


My friends,
good luck, all the best and take care.
Hope you guys can score flying colours in your examination. GAMBATE ^^

31 December, 2006

bYe bYe Year 2006

Ermmmm…aiyoyo, my friend the time really flies; now, we are going to invite for the coming New Year of 2007 and today is the last day of 2006. Oh my goodness, I am really sad, so sad…because I am getting older and older sooner…haiz~~~

_^*"tian tian's diary"*^_


JANUARY: I joined the National Service in Benum Hill Resort, Pahang - siri kumpulan 01/06.

FEBRUARY: I didn’t enjoy celebrate my Chinese New Year happily.

MARCH: I felt so happy because I am just like a ‘bird’ flew out from the cage. Just after finished my PKLN and take my SPM examination result on 18/03/2006.

APRIL: I had been sleep, eat, watching tv, shopping, singing, hang out with my gang of friends.

MAY: My dad had begun worries about my studies.

JUNE: I came into MMU, Malacca.

JULY: I met a lot of friends such as: apple, mandy, nichole, fish, shirly, PM 11 and PM12’s friends, we went out together, have fun and joy, celebrate birthday with our PM 11's class tribe who is Wei Loon, Hui Ping, Johnson in Amigo and Red Square. Beside that, Fu Chai's birthday in Sampan and recently celebrated Choon Wei's birthday in her house haha^^...

AUGUST: I am very happy because I went to Danga Bay, Johor for a Summer Concert, so high man!!! I can watch so many artists in realities with my own eyes.

SEPTEMBER: I am very sien and really boring because if I am not study then is exam.

OCTOBER: From the day that I was born, the 12 months I really like October because my birthday is on the every year - 31st of October and also the last day of the October.

NOVEMBER: I am very sad!!! My family went oversea without me :(

DECEMBER: I am also very sad. Gonna prepare for my final exam of 2nd trimester and the most important things is “I AM GOING TO BECOME OLD BLUR GALZ”.

Finally, we have to say goodbye to 2006 and say hello and welcome for the coming YEAR 2007. Here, I want to wish my family members and friends:

happy, healthy, all the best and good luck for the year 2007.

All the happiness and sadness in year 2006 were became our memories. Now, we should look forward and tomorrow will be another happy day. 2007 is the year for us to begin and start over again, so we must treasure it.

Bye bye 2006, I’ll miss you 2006.

-the end of YEAR 2006-

20 December, 2006

back aGain

Hi, everyone!
Long time never leave some of my life’s sweetness and sadness here. Ok, let me write what I had been doing on these days.

1st - my mid term test

My preparation for the mid term tests also no use because my result was very poor, scored very bad result. My entire friend not getting A’s either wise is getting full marks, they scored very well. This makes me be coming self-abasement. Every time seeing them scoring well result, I felt very happy and congrats to them (this is true). But, when the time I got my result and make a compared with them…haha…it is like one is a diamond and another one is a rubbish lo…erm, no need I say, as you all so intelligent sure can guess who is rubbish right? At the moment, I felt very bad and felt very sorry to my parents because I had been wasting their hard-earned money so easily.

2nd – my assignment and presentation

This long weekend I had been very busy doing my assignment and presentation things. This 2nd trimester is seems to be very busy and all the classes are pack together. I have no enough time to breathe, haha…I still remember the last Sunday, I went to fish’s house doing our assignment and the preparation for the presentation of the PCA. Haiz, don’t know why, that time we really very shuai lo…

At first, I already finish the power point because fish need to go to attend her cousin's wedding in KL. So, I did the power point alone. Then, last Sunday, we gonna to prepare for the report and thanks god fish was back from KL. We did the report together while watching TVB 8 2006 music awards. I really enjoying watching and doing the report in the same time. But fish was in her bad mood…you all want to know why? You all can ask her personally hehe…:p
Thanks to da jie and mandy for giving us a helping hand, we really appreciate it.

After that, I think around 2 o’clock something not afternoon is midnight ok? We had finished our report and we need to print it out. I very ‘gan-jiong’ because the printer only can print 8 pages, we still left 37 pages to go and then out of ink liao. Then, I quickly ask Chin Ting for help, I very nervous because so late liao, all my friend are visiting ‘zhou gong’…
That time, I really forgot to tell Chong Siang about it. Let him misunderstood that I didn’t care about him. Hai ya, then he asked me why never inform him before coming to his house. I also don’t how to reply him.

Here, I want to say sorry to him: "Chong Siang, I’m very sorry about this ya."
That night, I already very blur liao, I had been doing the report none stop leh. My mind also can’t think so much. The only think that came across my mind is “who have printer”. So sorry ya, please forgive me la…Thanks to Chin Ting’s printer, papers and of course the printer’s owner haha…

Thank you very much for those people who helping me and fish~thanks a lot ya!!!

3rd - really can’t imaging

Yesterday (19/12/2006), I wore informal. You all may thing that, there is nothing right??? But, is not lo…that day, it was my first time wearing skirts and heel shoes walking around the MMU…so miserable…raining and very uncomfortable ar!!! Instead, it was very shame that in ACR there, when I stepped down the stairs, I went out of balance and going to fall down. But fortunately, nothing happen to me, thanks god…I think...maybe...I had been didn’t slept well for these whole week gua…

4th - so pitiful

Last week, my family members (daddy, mummy and 2 brothers) going for an oversea trip in Beijing and Hong Kong leave me alone at Malacca. Actually, I wanted to go because I had been long time never go out to see the world liao. But that time, my mid term was around the corner. So, I slipped the opportunity for going, so sad leh…It was such a good chance CRY CRY CRY...

04 December, 2006

exam

2nd Mid Term Test

(02/12/2006, Saturday) having the mid term test 1st paper, it seems that the English paper is much more easer than before, so at here I want to wish you all who read my blog (PM 11 & 12) good luck and try your best in your mid term paper, gambateh *O*

Kah Peng, Mandy, Xiang Hue, Shirly, Fish -->study hard o…don’t play so much…hehe, wish you all happy everyday~

30 November, 2006

我

我想说

我不是圣人

我也不是神仙

我是一个平平凡凡的人

我会难过

我会伤心

我需要温情

我需要温馨

我觉得那个感觉曾经是如此得那么熟悉

我慢慢地脱离这个感觉

我渐渐不属于这个地方

我已越来越远了

我只是需要一个避风港

我伤心

我快乐

我都会影响到其他人

我不能让你们开心

我不能让所有人幸福

我不能让每个人都快乐

我真得很希望这一切都是梦

我想说

我辛苦

我真的累

我都不会放弃

我不甘愿就这样结束,甚至

我已不是我了

我不像我了

我的世界也会尝试为你们而改变

我相信未来一定会实现

25 November, 2006

wrOng?

傻傻的你,傻傻的我…

如果我在这样下去,不用到final exam,我mid-term先玩完啊!

为什么,人要有酱多未解决完、未完成的事?

可不可以简单化一些?

不要对我那么的残忍,好吗?

一定要读书才能去考试吗?

我不明白,是不是一定要有文凭才能找到一份好职业?

找到一份好职业后,是不是就代表你的未来、你的前途是光明的?

为什么人要忙忙碌碌?

让自己没有任何喘气的空间?

有人曾经问我过,我们那么的拚命的去上大学是为何?

我不知道该应该怎样回答他。我应该说是因为…

为了我父母吗?
为了我的前途? or ‘钱’途?
为了我的将来吗?
或许吧?

但是,这个解答是:“为了吸取更多的知识。”

刚开始,我对这个答案有一点疑惑,那里可能那么简单啊!我反问了自己究竟是不是那么简单?的觉,它就是那么简单。是我们的思想不再象小孩那么单纯了,我们总会把事情看得太复杂。我每次遇到事情,我总会想到最坏的一面。这样有错吗?如果我们往好的一面想的话,会不会让人家觉得我们很有自信啊?如果我们往坏的一面想,我反而会觉得这事情也许就比较容易解决许多。因为,当我把事情想得越坏,我就会更用心、我会更在意、我会更注重那件事情、我就会更想把事情解决完。我酱真的错了吗?我错了吗?

24 November, 2006

haPPy+fun

12/11/2006 (sunday)
- having lunch at sushi king,MP with lao gong, mandy and my cousin brother LCS

- that day, WOW!!! unbelieveable, LCS and my lao gong wore couple costume...why i say like this? because they very SWEET, by looking at them...i so envy, their relationship not so simple as a friend, i think =.='''...they almost wore the same shirt and pants...haha^^ same colour of the t-shirt(pink)...ok, then never mind, we all heard his explanation,...but very weird lo, their pants that they had wore...also almost looked like the same one leh...so loving couple o0O, envy...so sweet++

-after that, we all when to Dataran Pahlawan...took some picture there:
(below as the example of pictures)

sushi that full of wasabi...shOcK~

eat the sushi that full of wasabi...^^yuMMy

don't act nothing...cry la...never mind, we won't laugh at you de^^

yo...check it out galz!!!**

act cOOl~^^ya la -cool-

15/11/2006 (wednesday)
-our group PM 11 that i know, got 3 ppl born in November, who are johnson, hui ping and wei loon...we as their friend decided to celebrate their birthday together give them a memorable night...

-after class about 6p.m. something, we went to hui ping's house by wait for the others people to 'make up' oh not, i mean is get ready...^^i mean the guys of PM11 very slow motion de lo...hehe^^, don't angry la...but i am telling the truth ya...i also can't blame you guys right? because you all have the rights hor??wanna to know why they have the rights? because the person who we are waiting for is wei loon, our class tribe of PM11...i know, you are very busy at that time, you need to buy two cream cakes and make a 'surprise' for johnson mah??haha^^ busy BUSY...

-then, having dinner at amigo
-last but not least, we sang karaoke in red square
amigo-having a LARGE orange juice, so we both are sharing it

in red square...looks very tired, wanna sleep liao ^@@^

18/11/2006 (saturday)
-i went to tzu chi and have fun at there...yeah~~

what's wrong with me??

mandy~~you very heavy la!!! -- jz kd de...won't mind hor??

20 November, 2006

fuLL Of meAninGfuL

有意义的一天

上个星期过得非常的难熬!因为有些误会还没有机会说清楚,所以很多事情便接二连三的发生了。那时候的我感到非常的无助,真的感觉到活着真的没有什么任何意义了。我不是不能活着、过着没有朋友的日子,我是因为想要把我们的问题说清楚。更何况这些东西更本就是一些误会所引起的。我不想象当初一样历史又在重演一遍。当时,我真的爱莫能助、我不能解释清楚,我就觉得我不如死了算了一了百了。我有打算if真的很辛苦再活下去的话,反正我开着车随随便便,就能够离开这世间,不必再受外界的影响。但至少离开了,他们能够记得、惦记着,在世界上曾有个我吧?

星期五(17/11/2006),我爸回来了!
星期六(18/11/2006),我去tzu chi
星期天(19/11/2006),和家人去逛街
星期一(20/11/2006),他们回去新山咯

周末还过得很快,我的家人今天(20/11/2006)已经回去新山咯!他们好忍心…留下我一个人在马六甲。因为我这个学期真的超忙碌、超没时间,所以就没有轴空回去看望他们!我还真的没有想过他们会回来看我,超感动。嗨,虽然你们的嘴巴上说是回来看我,其实我懂你们不只是为了回来看我那么简单,最重要的是:回来看妈妈、婆婆,对不对?我无所谓啦!你们开心就好咯,可是对你们来说简直是一石二鸟啊!

18/11/2006(星期六)我一大早便起床了,因为我答应mandy和大姐说我一定会去Tzu Chi。那天早上,因为有些缘故导致我无法入眠,没有好好的睡一场。早上3.30我就起身了。没事做的我便翻翻书、听听音乐、online…我看大家应该都在周公哪里,所以我不好意识去打扰他们,我边上去看看朋友们的部落格…OMG,天哪!看着看着…我就看到我的名字出现在mandy的blog耶,真的有点吓倒哦!我还以为发生什么事情,原来是她
有“千言万语”要对我说,但是她不好意识开口当面对我说啦!哈哈…

去了Tzu Chi 回来,我的人变得轻松多了,也没有烦恼了,我也慢慢的想通了!maybe 是因为听了刘师伯的讲座会吧?他点醒了我,因为他说人生没有多少年,所以我们要珍惜眼见的事物。父母好不容易抚养我们长大成人,我们应该懂得如何去报答他们对我们的养育之恩。他还说,我们做人要学会包容别人的缺点。生气别人,就是把别人的过错加罪到自己身上。我看到影片的人物中,个个跟我比起来,我真的是过得非常的幸福。看到《黄阳光》坚强的活下去。我更觉得我自己好可笑!!!他们都不是健全的孩子们都能熬过来,再难的考验他们都能够无数的通过而我只是面对到一些些的挫折就要放弃?我真的应该要好好地反省反省…

之后,因为下雨的缘故,耽误了行程,师兄很热情地便带我们绕Tzu Chi的周围…我们只是对café里面的《清静词》很有兴趣。因为它是一个很特别的东西,它能够猜到我们现在在面对着什么困难。刚开始,我还不这么相信,没想到当我抽到一张正说中我心中得欲惑,我再也不会小看那一台算命机器了。那张纸里面写了一句话:“屋宽不如心宽,心宽就是福。”我们知识那么浅我们哪里东那是什么意识,所以心地好到不得了的师兄还帮我们一一做解答。我真的学到不少东西。感恩…

[说话的艺术]与大家分享:

急事,慢慢的说;
大事,清楚的说;
小时,幽默的说;
没把握的事,谨慎的说;
没发生的事,不要胡说;
做不到的事,别乱说;
伤害人的事,不能说;
讨厌的事,对事不对人的说;
开心的事,看场合说;
伤心的事,不要见人就说;
别人的事,小心的说;
自己的事,听听自己的心怎么说;
现在的事,做了再说,
未来的事,未来再说。

17 November, 2006

解压の方法

最近,心情突变的我啊,幸亏遇上了两个好朋友+贵人的相助。(姓名不方便偷漏,他们说他们不想红)but anyway,我想认识我的人应该很容易、很轻而易举猜到他们是谁吧?哈哈...

谢谢你们对我的关心,用了你们的独门秘诀,我的心情真的变好许多。我呢?就在这里提供给你们,他们的秘籍。也许现在的你们或许用不着。但是,我相信当我们面对考final的时候,多多少少都会有压力吧?

Step 1. 喝牛奶 - 冰、热的都ok。蛮有效的,有空可以试试看。 (提供by: sunway college 的大学生)
Step 2. 深呼吸+洗澡+听歌+读书 – 他说这样又不会浪费时间又可以温习到功课。 (提供by: taylor college 的大学生)

以上的方法,我只尝试step 1而已。至于step 2…有点扯耶!什么啊?我每天都在做啊,而且一天里面重复好几遍,尤其是深呼吸,我可说是持续不停的在每一分,每一秒呼吸着。好啦,我知道你有心,谢了哦~





















在这段疗伤的日子,台湾新上映了一部偶像剧哦!还蛮好看的。《剪刀,石头,布》

【内容简介】 :

「剪刀、石头、布」是一出融合爱情、友情与梦想的轻松喜剧,内容主要围绕两男一女的爱情故事。「剪刀、石头、布」恰恰分别代表着三人的个性:锐利、固执与包容,也是他们用来决定爱情的机率游戏。他们撇开年龄、性别的隔阂,放肆畅怀于一段可爱动人的三角恋情之中,两个拜把兄弟陈克洛(张勋杰饰)和韦祺祥(王绍伟饰),同时爱上一个平凡却善良的女孩:叶朵丽(陈乔恩饰),却为了彼此的情谊,双双甘愿牺牲自己的爱情,成全对方。

最后,他们用猜拳的方式,让机率决定彼此的爱情命运。听来也许觉得荒谬,但时下的爱情,又有多少逻辑可言哩!剧中哥儿们间的友情、男女间的爱情、对梦想的追求,都将以轻松、有趣和略为夸张的呈现方式铺排在剧情之中,在玩味他们单纯、傻气却认真、执着的爱情态度时,让人一窥现代人多元的感情面貌,并且营造出戏剧浪漫清新的质感。

吃多了重咸口味菜肴,我们端上一道外型亮丽、质感细腻、后劲有力的新鲜甜品。在「剪刀、石头、布」的猜拳游戏中,一起来算一算真爱来临的机率吧!

16 November, 2006

快乐可以很简单

离开之后,窗外的雨点变小了;
放手之后,身边的人群变少了。
离开的你,轻松了许多;
放手的我,总于明白了。

Fish:哭,是另一种抒发情绪的方法。没有对与错,我们自有自己的独特方式来发泄。我不是不明白,好吗?你要知道你是幸福的, 无论是谁,在这个世界上都能拥有这份幸福。每个人都有资格寻究快乐。开心过一天,伤心也要过一天,倒不如开心、快乐的渡过。天不会永远是黑暗的,黑夜过后的天空会更明亮。下过雨的天空会更加的蔚蓝,我们的心情也会随着天气的气候而转变。睡醒的明天又会是完美、美好、美丽的一天…

大姐:我知道你最近很忙,除了忙着catch up你的课业还要忙着开会,辛苦了。但你总不忘了关心我们,开导我们…我很感激你!除了感激我不知道我还能够说什么?我知道你也非常难过,因为事情演变成这个样子,那现在就换我来安慰你吧?
你不是常常对我说不要把事情看到那么复杂吗?又没有什么事,是解决不了的不是吗?所以你一定要比我们更坚强哦!你一定要过得更开心哦!不要为了我们的事而影响到你的情绪。在这里我想告诉你,不管将来发生什么事,我们还会不会是那群让人羡慕的一班朋友,我都会永远把你当成我的好大姐。你要知道我们的关系不只是朋友那么简单,到时你想要甩掉我都很难了哦~

如果时间能够辽伤,
如果时间能够淡忘,
如果时间能够倒退,
如果时间能够停止。

#时间如果能够做到那么多事,那就不会有‘后悔’这两个字了…#

01 November, 2006

hOOray

i pass!!! I PASS!!! I REALLY PASS!!! UNBELIEVABLE
this time no need to write and tell so much because my purpose is to thanks god that let me pass my exam...now i really really happy, very happy and so grateful even excited la...therefore, from now on, i can have a good sleep lo^^...thanks to my lecturer and my friends especially mandyals, da jie, xiang hue, shirly and fish...thanks to all of you that have been teaching me and taught me as well...nothing to say, but just want to tell u all aligato and thank you guys~love you all muacks!!!


-gOOd jOb, chOng dien-