不知道未來？我什麽都不知道！

失敗並不代表永遠無法成功
當時面對挫敗的你，你還會用不同的角度去思考嗎？

有些情愫放久了就容易過期
一個人努力，力量是多麽的渺小，在別人的眼裏根本就不在乎。

世界上寂寞孤單的人太多了
忽略給對方問候。因爲忙！我很忙！忙到忘記回家看爸爸媽媽。可以忙到忘記自己。

人戴不同的面具見不同的人

也許是不想讓別人看見自己的傷心，自己的弱點，所以全身武裝。

笑一笑沒有什麽事情過不了

把自己的傷心化作微笑帶給身邊的人溫暖。因爲壓力，讓大家都忘記最簡單的問候方式。

懂得學會珍惜所擁有的一切
因爲擁有得太多，人會想要的物資也更多。不想失去，所以拼命的去改變事實。

原來愛情可以慢慢增加重量

一個杯子的容量=裝著滿滿的愛

人生不如意是新生命的轉機

已經累了都不放棄，沒有方向的往前前進，因爲要找尋一万的快樂給自己愛的人。

愛你的天空還是依然的蔚藍

不斷地努力還有一線希望，不想放棄。如果放棄了就代表著真的沒希望了。

試著僞裝自己不被外界影響

不想帶給大家麻煩，所以堅強的假裝勇敢一直走到最後。

生活在亂七八糟的花花都市

人們的思想越變越複雜，原本看似簡單的事，都無法正常面對。

每往前走的一步都無法預料也不知道是對或錯，怎樣才算真正的完美呢？

Wonderful Penang Trip

從檳城島回來了喔！

放假的第2天，本人與好友興高采烈來到了檳城遊玩。期待了那麽久，終于盼到這天的到來~

第1天：

1月7日-早上9點多，我們就搭巴士出發了。路途雖然很慢長，但是，有你們大家的陪伴一點都不感覺到孤單。一路上，有說有笑…笑到不行，哈哈大笑，瘋狂的大笑。就連前面，旁邊的乘客都一直注意我們。他們應該是太羡慕我們了！（妄想症）抵達槟城時已經是晚上了。我們坐在巴士上大概有整整12個小時那麽久。

第2天：

1月8日-我們就在大山腳一日游。逛街，看東西，買東西，吃東西…超high的！那裏的美食是好吃到沒有話可以説。yummy~ 哈哈，形容到相當的誇張是不是啊？真的沒有誇張 啊？請你們相信本人，檳城有很多好好吃的食物，非常地爽口噢！oyishi~

第3天：

1月9日-我們坐車到過海到檳城去。還記得本人很小的時候跟家人來過2次，這次不同在於是跟好友，感覺也變得不一樣。帶著充滿興奮雀躍的心情，一路上看著窗外的檳城大橋。它還是跟以前一樣沒有什麽，只是有點舊而已。哈哈。久沒來到檳城了，這次去了蛇廟，也去了很多的廟拜拜。旅遊勝地我們大約都走遍了，也吃了不少當地的美食。很棒，棒極了！呵呵，本人很開心，因爲買到了豆沙餅^^哈哈=)

第4天：

1月10日-回家了嚕！晚上的巴士，因爲一整夜下雨的關係，再加上由於巴士司機開得很快，一直都不敢入眠。一邊聽著音，一邊看著窗外的風景。孤孤單單的…靜靜的…就這樣…從夜晚變成了早晨…本人9小時多就回到了新山。是不是很快呢？司機才用了短短地9小時。超贊的！

哈哈…因爲很累的關係，本人才拖到那麽遲上來部落向大家報道。不好意思。

4天4夜的檳城游就告一段落。謝謝大姐和大姐的家人。因爲提供我們完善的設備：吃的，喝的，玩的，樂的，睡的，用的…一切的一切…

本人真的很感激，萬分的感激。對不起啊！打擾你和家人的相處時光。

“老公”謝謝你的陪伴，增添了不少的歡笑與開心的氣氛。

最後，大大的擁抱送給愛你們的本人^^謝謝！muacks…

最後一天の2007

為2007年做最後的總結

這一年對本人來說沒有所謂的好與不好，只是本人一轉身；一轉眼，時間過得好快、好快…我們來到了2007年的最後一天。應該是開心地吧？那爲什麽本人聽到大家都在嘆氣呢？冤枉啊~~哈哈。我聽到了你們在喊冤。好啦，是本人自己在嘆氣啦！

2007年的喜怒哀樂，這一切的一切就在我們大哭、大笑以後結束了。是不是聼起來很感傷呢？我們的一點一滴，記載在我們的記憶裏，儅這一切圓滿的結束就代表著我們都在一天一天的成長哦！

只是時間卻不了解我們。它卻一點都毫不留情，它真的很殘忍！它就這樣不關心我們的流逝了~它很坏，它不是我們人類的好朋友。哈哈。説好要做最後總結的，怎麽變成埋怨了呢？

在此，謝謝一路一直以來支持本人的姐妹們，芭弟和一群很挺本人的你們。本人如果沒有遇見你們的話，就不可能會有現在的美麗時光。謝謝~

本人想在這裡祝福自己：
2008一切順利，做什麽都得心應手。
家人、朋友們身體健康！

2007再見了，2008歡迎光臨！
新年快樂~ Happy New Year!!!

八分之三

有人用杯斗來量感情的重量。
有人用大海形容心胸多寬廣
有人說感情永遠只佔他心的八分之三
其他的五就是自己

牽手只是不喜歡一個人走
擁抱只是不想讓對方寂寞
親嘴只是堵住對方的問題
繼續走只是換人也是無用

永遠的八分之三就這麽的繼續走…

時間這可怕的東西
連石頭都會化成風
連大海都會變乾枯
更何況是善變的人

也許八分之三是不善變的
因爲永遠愛自己的自己

他習慣了她掌心的大小
他習慣了她溫柔的呵護
他習慣了她散發的香味
他習慣了不去換一個人走

是啊…是啊…
就是哪麽的理所當然
永遠的八分之三
感情真的能精確的量出來嗎？

如果是這樣…
我也很想量一下我的感情
如果有一天我不見了
你會不會察覺呢？

寂寞把精確的量杯藏起來了
讓我們永遠算不凖失去控制

再見了...

一個傻女孩暗戀著一個不可能愛上自己的男孩。

我曾經告訴自己，只有那麽的一次。破例的一次，讓自己喜歡上一個我喜歡的男生。回想起來，那時候的我是多麽的大膽，表明我的愛慕。最後，我卻被拒絕了。當時，我只有一點點的難過。我也很慶幸我沒看錯人，因爲他不但對我坦白，並且沒有玩弄我。所以，我們到現在是朋友。

去年，有一個男生來到我們的班上上課。當時，我覺得他很帥，超酷。靜靜的他，從不在課堂裏講話。一直到後來，我們選同樣的科係。有位老師非常喜歡他，每次在上課時，都會問他的想法，或者是給點意見。像他這樣的人，怎麽可能沒人仰慕呢？不只是我一個…

我心裏一直有個疑問？我很想問你，你是否有注意過我？不對。我應該這樣說，你有沒有發現我呢？每次你經過我都感覺到你，這種感覺不只一次了！我是不是想太多啊？也許是吧？可能是我想太多…

你知不知道？我們有說過幾句話。雖然我承認我們不是非常熟，我們只稱得上是陌生人，連普通朋友都沒有資格。但是，你的記性不可能那麽差吧？你不可能沒有察覺到我吧？好幾次我偷看你，都被你發現了，害我很不好意思，馬上把頭轉移視線，順便假裝咳嗽。

我知道自己太過天真，我不是以喜歡的那種類型，你是不可能喜歡上我的。所以，我曾答應過自己給自己多一點時間忘記這一切。可是，你偏偏在緊要關頭又讓我看到你！你又在我的夢裏出現了。爲什麽陰魂不散啊？

我傷心是因爲你的態度，因爲你假裝不認識我。把我當成是空氣。或許，這不是你的錯吧？是你不懂如何用什麽方式跟我做朋友對吧？而且，你根本就沒錯，錯的人是我，我不該喜歡你，是我自作多情，自不量力。

明明知道我們是不可能會有好的結果的。我們倆是不同世界的人，你是衆人矚目的焦點而我只是一個普普通通的平凡女孩。怎麽可能呢？可是，我就是很那麽喜歡你，怎麽辦？

我把這一切都寫在這裡了，感覺輕鬆多了！人也變清爽許多。我可以專心考試了。哈哈…

想必我可能把一切看淡了，才會把我的感受分享出來吧？所以，我們之間的緣分就交由給上帝的安排。我尊重上帝的規劃。

是時候停止。該結束這一切了。

結束不是終點。

放下應該是最好的決定。

你把全世界儅白癡嗎？

白癡！白癡！是小女子白癡？還是你儅小女子是白癡？小女子被整了好多次了！不只是一次了。這次讓小女子付出慘痛的代價。很痛嘞。>< 我受傷了，傷的可不輕。有多麽的慘，就把小女子的傷想象是有那麽的慘吧！

小女子真的希望以後不會再有這種事發生了。雖然，你非常的過分，有點説不過去…但是，小女子還是選擇原諒你。原諒一個不可能得到原諒的系統。很奇怪吧？一點都不奇怪，因爲它天生就奇怪了！

全是人類的錯，發明一些有的沒的。人類真的有夠多事！沒事找事做咯，鬼點子就一大堆，假厲害就很會啦！

MMU，小女子這次沒有叫你付醫藥費，算你幸運。下次可沒有那麽走運了！今天那麽早就起身了，還是白費功夫。真是無聊，想起來還真的有夠白癡的。MMU的系統有夠笨的，真受不了！原來，所謂的MMU只不過如此而已。

失望啊~~~

替自己打打氣

快樂其實是一種習慣。心理學家發現，快樂其實是一種習慣。不論環境怎麼變，EQ高手的快樂決心是不會改變的。當我們能換一種心態去看待自己的事情，並帶著遊戲般的愉快心情面對，我們會發覺自己的內在能量強大許多，抗壓應變的功力也因此大為增進。而這，也正是貫徹快樂決心的漂亮做法。

人們面對的事情有時無法理解，難以捉摸，不知是對或假。其實快樂對我們來說非常重要！每天的早晨就是人生的起跑點。如果說我們早晨一醒來保持快樂的心情，是不是一整天都會順利呢？有沒有人可以幫我揭開我的迷惑？

我們要對自己有信心，一切都會事半功倍！可是，我偏偏就是缺乏信心的人，我總是提不起自信心來面對挑戰。誰來給我勇氣呢？我需要很大很大的勇氣，再一次從失敗的泥沼爬起來，面對更艱難的任務。從新面對自己的失敗是需要多大的意志力啊！

誰可以來告訴我？我是不是很笨？我笨，當初你們就應該不要收我嘛… 告訴我，我其實不適合讀下去，我會接受事實的。只是，爲什麽？爲什麽人那麽執著？

我埋怨夠了，該是時候收拾起悲傷的情緒。向天空伸開雙手，迎接未來。
祝福我：一切順利，加油哦，宗恬！你可以的！不要放棄~

L O V E

Love is so beautiful. Let us spread our love to all the people around us. Give them a warm heart and a pair of hand to hold them tight when they reach difficulties. Provide them a wonderful moment in their life and let them know that they are the special ones and the only one in the world, nobody can replace them easily.

Recently I had watched a drama -〈唐心風暴〉. I just use one day to finish it because the story is very touching. 常在心-the actress and Alfred-the actor.

The story begin like this:

In university, a girl met a boy. The girl admires the boy very much. They both are from law faculty. The girl just have a simple minded that the boy will notice her but the girl don’t have the dare to express the love to the boy.

She tries very hard to let the boy pay attention on her but it seems that the boy can’t feel that strong feeling. She just hoping that one day, the boy will look at her one glance just a glance the only little hope.

One day, on a friend’s birthday party they have a chance to take photo together. The girl was so happy. She kept the picture nicely and cut it into two people that only consist of him and her. She likes him very much; everyday will look at the picture more than one time.

Fortunately, they become a loving couple but the boy didn’t treasure the girl. He always blames the girl that didn’t care for him. So, 3rd party came into their relationship. The 3rd party is the girl's one of her good friend.

After that, the boy felt that the girl does not care for him anymore. So, he went into the relationship with the woman. But, the girl still love the boy very much. One day, the girl knew that the boy got another relationship, she felt very sad and miserable. Not longer, the secret that the boy with her friend explore.

The girl wanted to break the relationship with the boy. Then, the boy only realise that he had done a big mistake. He wanted the girl to accept him again, but...the girl did not agree. Few months later, when the girl become a lawyer, the boy helps the girl a lot in her case. Instead, they were still in love with each other.

Finally, everything comes too late. The boy met an accident and died. They are so pitiful and miserable. Love a person isn’t it this kind of feeling but the girl and the boy in the end of the drama, no chance to be together. What a sad ending? :(

My 3 days business project finally ends. Thanks to all my friends that contribute they pocket money to support my business project. Although, it is not very cheap also but if you guys didn’t help me in my project, I think it won’t be so successful.

I am very glad to know you guys in my life. Another than thanks, I really don't know what to say. THANK YOU VERY MUCH. I really appreciate the heart that you guys warm me up and I won't forget the love that you guys gave me.

Muacks…love you guys very very much!!!

i LOVE u

I am very grateful that I was born into this world. Then, I only got this golden opportunity to meet you all in these particular wonderful moments. I didn’t realize that I am such a luckily person that always when I feel upset and very down, you all will give me a lot of support although I always grumble why my life is so miserable. I didn’t realize earlier that I got you guys that always beside me who give me the greatest encouragement and strength to continue my journey of life.

My tears will keep dropping down when you all send me those touching words and sentences that came from you all’s bottom of heart. I really appreciate that I got this such luckiness to meet you all in my life. I love you all. Thanks my friend and buddy. I won’t forget that I have you guys that always around me to lighten up my life everyday.

Terima Kasih.
Thank You.
Aligato.
Kamsan Hamida.

I can't live without you all, I LOVE U. Muacks -@-

你們喜歡我嗎?

我總是希望每個人都能喜歡我，
但試問看自己能夠喜歡每個人嗎？
怎麽可能每個人都喜歡？
那有人那麽偉大呀？

人人對人人都會有成見，
要找到只你心的又會有幾個呢？
雖然我的姐妹們都非常珍惜我，
我的芭蒂也非常關心我。
我應該知足了吧？
可是，人都會想擁有比之前的更多。

說真的，我覺得…
我不可能每個人都喜歡，
又怎麽能希望每個人都喜歡我呢？

就算是燦爛的太陽，
也會有人討厭它的明亮。
就算是甜甜的香草冰淇淋，
也不是所有的人都覺得可口！

Horrible dream

Since I was born, I did not dream so clearly as every single scene I still can remember until now but except for yesterday night.

Yesterday night, I could not sleep very well because I dreamt one of the horrible scenes which happen on my cousin brother (LCS) and I. We are in different car and going to a destination. On the journey, I find very weird because the road which we taken is very strange for me. I found the road not very right. So, I decided to stop my car and go down to approach LCS’s car then a guy appears. He wanted to rob us.

Then, LCS needs to save me from the attack. He asks me to run off and leave him behind. When I heard that sentence I was so touched and I cried. After that, I run as fast as I can and shout as loud as possible for help. Then, all the Tzu Chi “shi bo” come and save LCS from danger.

This dream is really real because this Saturday, my cousin brother and I are decide to go to sing karaoke and need to go to Ao Yun for COS Camping checking the venue. I am very worried about it. Should I tell LCS about this dream?

Hope that this is only a dream. Everything will be fine and smooth.

I told my grandma about the whole story of the dream. She helps my cousin brother and I to pray and hope all of us for safety. Thank you very much, granny!!!

酸酸甜甜

我感覺好像愛上你
一天二十四個小時
不管是白天或黑夜
思緒天天都浮現你

想你忍不住會傻笑
愛到自己無法自拔
看你只能選擇偷看
這種滋味很不好受

你是衆人矚目焦點
我卻只是個路人甲
我在等待回憶光臨
記憶中的那場相遇

愛你卻不能說出口
默默地帶著愛離開
我會僞裝漠視眼神
絕不留下任何遺憾

我們的愛就像泡沫
輕輕一碰隨時破滅
只要你是幸福快樂
我會微笑著祝福你

时间如果能够辽伤
时间如果能够淡忘
时间如果能够倒退
时间如果能够停止
那麽就不会有遺憾

我依然選擇暗戀你
在角落觀察注視你
你我相遇一見鍾情
從新讓我感受愛情

小人物

小的不想再讓你們看見失落的表情
所以不知道用什麽表情來回應你們
才把全身武裝歇下做回真正的自己
望著你們的眼神讓淚水不自禁滑落

不想你們一起用同情的眼光注視著
小的已經對未來不再有任何的期許
難過失望絕望的醜陋赤裸擺在臉上
心情低落慘到不行怎麽有心情説話

燦爛微笑不可能從小的臉上再看見
謝謝你們大家對小的的包容與關懷
雖然小的都沒說什麽但不代表無情
有些事用言語就缺乏你我之間默契

窗外の風景

我像是在熱鍋上的螞蟻。
我站也不是，坐也不是。
再過幾天，
不知道是晴天還是陰天？

倒數時間一分一秒毫不留情的流逝。
我只能眼睜睜的看著這一切在進行。
我沒資格暫停這一切，
因爲這就是人生必經的階段。

我只好乖乖的等待結果揭曉。
好像踏錯一步，我的人生就毀了。
我做什麽都不對，一切就交由上帝安排。
我還是希望一切圓滿。

每個人的心裡有許多窗。
每扇窗外面各有不同的風景。

打開晴天的窗，就看見白雲和太陽；
打開雨天的窗，就看見雷擊和閃電；
打開春天的窗，就看見微風拂過草原；
打開秋天的窗，就看見落葉紛紛飄墜小河邊。

打開快樂的窗，就看見世界對你展開笑靨；
打開悲傷的窗，就看見淚痕闌干的臉；
打開煩惱的窗，就看見愁鬱深鎖的眉尖；
打開希望的窗，就看見光彩煥發的容顏。

每一扇窗子都有一把鑰匙；每一把鑰匙也都正在你手邊。
心情好壞的祕訣無他，只在開窗與關窗。
聰明的你，會鎖上哪一扇窗，又推開哪一扇窗呢？

說的倒是很容易對嗎？
但是，很所人都會忘記最簡單的事。
就拿我來説，我是最好的例子。
我每次都會忘記讓自己曾經最開心快樂的事，
偏偏每次小心眼無味的只記得一些難過的事。

朋友，我知道你心裏的痛。但是，你是最棒的！沒有任何人可以取代你在我們的心中的位置。也許這就是所謂的人生吧？我希望你不要封閉自己。我多麽希望你那燦爛的笑容從新地浮現在你的臉龐。朋友，我珍惜你~

What A Sad Birthday :(

Today is my 19th years old birthday. Actually I should be very happy because finally my birthday approaching. For truth, I have been waiting for the day since a year ago (2006).

But it seems that good luck is never beside me. All my efforts were sunk by yesterday night. I couldn’t understand why I am not being able to fulfill what I want? And what I wish to have? I am feeling very painful now.

Maybe I didn’t put in a lot of hard work. No matter what it is, I will accept the challenge. I’ll face the difficulties by myself. I’ll give myself a chance to learn and understand more again. I’ll try my best to make it better. But I know that it'll become more tougher. So I must become more stronger in order to fight till the end.

Nothing come easy. No pain no gain.

Even though, the result at the last is still the same. But at least at that time, I had no regrets and I could say that I really not suits Account. (I think that day arrive, I would leave the University.)

Sorry my daddy and mummy. I had made you all disappointed. I know you all feel very bad, including me - myself too. Anyway, thanks my dear ..dy and ..my for giving me some useful advice but I had decided to give myself another try to complete my incomplete task.

P/S: Thanks for all my lovely buddies that sending me message through phone and mail. I really appreciate it. Thanks for those who don’t know what to say, but still comfort me in such a way that giving their supports to me. I love you guys very much.

Thank You.
Aligato.
Kamsa Hamnida.
Terima Kasih.

Appreciate everything I have...

Aiyoyo, my nerve and mind are fully occupied by stresses and nervousness. When is my exam result going to announce? Why is my connection at Johor Bahru so poor? Or is MMU problem? What’s call high-tech university? I am so angry about the connection that always bully ‘me’, no matter checking result or pre-course registration. The same things occur again.

On 28-10-2007, Fish brought a card and a birthday present for me. It is very inconvenient for her because even though we are staying in JB but our distance is very far from each other. I think from her house to my house, the journey cost about 1 hour ba… But she still came. Anyway,

Fish, thank you. I like the present and card very much.^^

Happy Birthday to Xiang Hue

For the second post on the date: October 22

Dear Xiang Hue,

(ur favourite cartoon)

(ur favorite artist)

Wah, 19 years old, more mature, prettier, more intelligent, more and more… I know you for more than 1 year already. From a stranger become today relationship. Be frank, our friendship is very difficult to maintain because you and us are being separated. Hehe =P Just kidding…

Friendship once comes not easy; we need to tolerant and respect each other for any circumstances by time and second. Maybe past of the year, I am not the expert in handling my emotion very well. So we had a torture moment. Haiz, quite sad :( Things already past, let it past. But I need to learn from mistake.

But no matter how tough it is, we (da jie, fish, mandy and me) are willing to be your friend. When you feel tired, you won't be lonely, you have a place to realize your stresses. I am a good listener; you may consider me as well. Please don’t keep inside your heart because the longer you kept, the problem still there. It won’t solve.

Haha XD... I had been very nagging right? Haiya, sure nag la, I didn’t meet you for so many months sure miss you very much.

Last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY~*

(生日快乐)

小偷

不問自取就是偷是很不道德的行爲。這麽簡單的道理，連3嵗小孩都能明白。那麽為什麽有些人類就是不理解呢？他們懂主人的感受嗎？他們根本就不能夠體會。某人不喜歡別人隨隨便便亂碰不屬於他們自己的東西。難道你的父母沒有教過你嗎？如果換成是你也會不高興啊！一樣的道理，某人也是會很不開心的。

你要用的話，你只需要通知、告訴主人就行了啊！主人一定會借給你啊。難道說一聲真得有那麽難嗎？因爲都説是主人了，主人的東西，主人當然有權利過問不是嗎？某人要你知道，某人現在很不高興，先聲名不是某人小氣噢。

雖然你的年紀比某人大，但是你也不可以以大欺小哇，醬很過分也。某人不甘心！不甘心！不甘心！

I am very tired >_< zZZ

喲~每一次儅我回來我美麗又幸福的家園。我仿佛又回到了乖寶寶的時代。一個有規劃的健康人生。我呢？每天就負責早睡早起，然後陪伴爸比媽咪他們去公園跑步。他們沒有一天是鬆懈的。我真的很佩服他們。但是，陪伴著他們我好累喔！可是我都不敢告訴他們。因爲他們會說：

“你這樣就不行了啊？” 又或者

“你再不運動，將來老了就會很辛苦。”

“所以你現在的努力是不會白費的。”

“什麽都是為你自己好。”

好…好…好…什麽都是你們說得好，說得對！我只是做你們要我做的乖女兒。乖女兒還真不好儅。呵呵… ^^

My holiday schedule:

7.00 am – wake up

7.30 am – exercise

8.30 am – breakfast

9.00 am – bathing

10.00 am – online / napping

1.00 pm – lunch

2.00 pm – online / napping

5.00 pm – watching tv program

6.00 pm – bathing

7.00 pm – dinner

8.00 pm – watching tv program

10.00 pm – dreaming (means sleeping nia…)

我的睡覺時間是不是像足了小朋友的時間表呢？沒錯，不管我們是多少年紀？在每個父母的眼中，我們都是一個永遠都長不大的小孩。不是我要在他們面前是個樣。我想父母也是知道他們自己的子女生活圈子。哈哈...我也不列外！我也是在遠處不睡覺的噢…哈哈。尤其是在考試期間。

提起考試，我很想感謝我一位熱心的朋友—婷婷。在我們的一天不眠，她細心的教導之下，終于把會計教完。我和小魚才能夠上得了戰場。我真的打從心底的萬分感謝。我除了感謝還是一千、一万感謝~謝謝你！接下來，就是我們大家等待成績放榜的到來咯。

我真的很希望一切能夠順利+平安。

祝朋友們：考試優異。

我們全部都可以一起過關斬將。大家一起加油吧！！

上帝，保佑我們~

10-10-2007 -
is Taiwan group Fahrenheit, one of the member's birthday.
So, i am here going to wish Wu Chun : Happy Birthday! ^^
Just a regards for him. Wish him all the best in his career. Do take care of urself ya. Good Luck for your future.

Why?

After the beta year 1st trimester final exam, I have made a conclusion.

University life = horrible+toughing

By preparing for the exam, I do not have enough sleep. Every moment when going to deep sleep, my mind will suddenly thought of the notes or points which I had read before. I think it is a good recall of memory when I sat in the exam but not in my sweet dream.

My beta year 1st trimester going to end soon, coming next is 2nd trimester. So, I am now on holiday mood but on the other hand, I am very worry about my result. I sincerely hope that I can get good achievement and for my friends who are still exam, hmm… work hard, good luck and all the best for your final exam, jia you ya.

The things that do not wish to stay beside us
It is the time for you to let your hand go

You are empty
You are just holding a thing without its heart.

You afraid loneliness
You know everything that happen on you

You know that everything will become different after this
BUT...
You are trying avoiding and pretending

You prefer to be a blind
BECAUSE...
Everything already turns

Why you still cannot accept the truth?
and what are you still hoping from it?

Because I want to be your friend
Because we are friend
I am still waiting and hoping that one day we can go back to before

It will never be miracle for you.
Can you wake up? Can you be clear?

Change had make people become into another person.
YOU are just a passer-by in their life.

Everything gone, Everything different, Everything change.
No relationship, No friends, No happiness.