27 May, 2007

bitter and sweet

Finally, I am back to blogging life. It is very a long time I never update my blog because I am really busy, totally very busy for the preparation of my exam for the last trimester until I do not have enough time to relax myself. The time while I was having the exam, I felt that the period was very tough and really tired and I got one moment felt like want to give up. I am sure that the entire student and all my friends that having exam also can felt the same thing as like me right?

These days say long not long, say short not short. I came to MMU study nearly one year. Everything seem like going too fast, I can describe it as a long dream. When I woke up from the dream, finally I only realized that I was too late because time waits no man. The entire incidents that happen to me like just happen on yesterday. People who did not stay with parents when reach difficulties, we need to face and except it by ourselves. By solving the problems personally really can make one’s look more mature than before that not only relay on our parents.

During the exam period, Tzu Chi Shu Xuan becomes one of the study places that we (Fish, Da Jie and Me) will visit. We always went there to do our revision. Each time we go, this is very sure we will pray and play with the wishing music box to find some solution to solve personal problems.

The ‘qian’ that I had picked:

First time: 退一步、让一步来成全别人,即是修养,即是修行。
Second time: 话多不如话少,话少不如话好。
Third time: 好事要提得起,是非要放得下,成就别人既是成就自己。
Fourth time: [福] 要自己去造,不要去求。
Fifth time: 信心、毅力、勇气三者具备,则天下没有做不成的事。

So, this is very clearly stated that we went there 5th times.

Another destination is MMU’s library. Last whole week, I woke up at 7 a.m. to go library study and finish at late night around 11 p.m. to 1.30 a.m. it is totally really difficult for me to eat all the words from the lecture notes and vomit out all the words during the exam. The moment when doing the text paper, I really suffer in pain. Now, I hope that all my friends can pass with flying colors and I just only hoping that I can pass all 6 subjects.

From the bottom of my heart, my alpha’s life in MMU is full of happiness and memorable. The Friday Pattern night (25-05-2007) is a wonderful night. I would like to say thank you to all my beloved friends who are PM 11 & PM 12. They are rocks and full of pattern haha… For the friends who are going to Cyberjaya Campus to continue study, please take care of yourself. If you guys got free time must come back to visit us in Malacca, waiting for you ya, keep in touch. All the best and good luck!

For the friends who are still studying in Malacca Campus, we must keep in touch and you guys can see me around the campus if I pass my entire subject fortunately. Sincerely, hope that all of us can stay happy and healthy always. Study hard for the coming Beta Year. Anyway, if got time also can think about me ya^^

For those PM 11’s students who are going to Cyber:

Nicholexh, Shirly, Hui Ping, Qi Wen,
Yuen Shun, Fu Cai and Wei Chung:
Hope you guys can do fine and smooth in your new life at Cyber. Take care; please do not forget about me ya… =X

Today, my friend – moore and her parents came to Johor Bahru because her father got some job over here. But, unfortunately I did not go out with her because she said that ask me no need purposely come to City Square and meet her. Actually, she did not want my accompany, so sad :( haha^^... I am just joking with ‘you’. If ‘you’ saw my post, please do not be angry ya.

Tomorrow, I am going for a holiday in Macau with my whole family members. Later when I am back, I will post some picture and share my feeling regarding to the trip. Stay with me ok?

Da Jie, Fish and Moore, I will miss you guys in the next trimester. If can we must keep in touch ya, happy holiday. Thank you very much to da jie, fish and moore that helps me a lot in this Alpha year 2006/07, I really appreciate it. Love you all, muacks…

16 May, 2007

怎麽辦?不能呼吸!救命啊!

怎麽辦?
到底該怎麽辦好?
你們有誰可以告訴我應該怎麽做?
怎樣做才是對的?
誰能教教我?
教教我下一步該怎麽走?
小女子不會自己走出黑暗地帶。
是不是越在乎,
越會得到更多的傷害和打擊?
小女子是人,
以正常人類來看小女子算是不錯中的不錯了!
小女子對這次下來的大考試一點點地把握都沒有。
真的好害怕
好擔心
好緊張
好想大哭
好想死
真的好害怕
生平第一次感到那麽無助。
現在誰也幫不上忙,
自己一定振作起來。
可是…
可是…
根本就沒有想象中地那麽簡單那!
挖~
好煩~
好煩哦
好累了~
拜托可不可以放過小女子。
小女子快不行了啦!!!

13 May, 2007

被騙記

大前天,星期五
我有夠白癡。
我有多愚蠢。
如果沒有向朋友詢問詳情的話,
你們這些人是不是要讓我們白白的等?
七早八早從被窩裏爬起來,
就因爲要為了下學期的時間表,
想爭取到好的時間。
可是萬萬沒想到,
反而空歡喜一場!
原來只是笨蛋的我,
卻不知道是要考完大考
才能開始可以啓用。
什麽嘛?!什麽大學??
爲什麽不要說清楚一切呢?
不是很高科技的嗎?
一封通知電郵都嫌麻煩嗎?
真是超級無奈…

講出來只會讓大家知道說,
大學生的生活只不過是這樣而已。
爲什麽啊?爲什麽你要這樣對我們?
那我們以後還要被騙幾次是嗎?
被騙過才會懂嗎?是這樣嗎?
真是超級奇怪…

最近每天過這書呆子的生活
我人生生命中的精彩都跑到哪裏去了丫?
精彩一定要答應我 (25/05/2007) 過後
你們一定要回來找我噢~
你們一定要鼓勵我...
大家一起努力加油丫~

07 May, 2007

Exam coming again =(

Exam Coming!!!

Next week is my final exam for 3rd trimester
that means very soon I am going to end my Alpha year not longer.
I do not know whether to be feeling sad about it
or find it is a happy ending?
Actually it is quite tough for me study in university
because I am a lazy girl, lazy to do revision. hehe^^
If my mommy besides me,
for sure she will nag me about the concentration on my study.
Now, there is no enough time left,
many subject need to do revision.
But i am still dreaming.
I really scare that I can not cope it well.
My mid-term did not score very high marks
now I have nothing to say~
Only feel like hiding myself,
do not want people to look at my face.
Haiz… =(
everyone started prepare study for their exam early before this
and I am just want to start.
What can I do???
God, please bless me.

06 May, 2007

雨后天晴

好久不見,大家好!
終于有機會發表個人的想法與意見咯。
犧牲幾小時的睡眠時間也無所謂啦!

這期間發生了好多不愉快的事件,
小女子身邊的好友個個都不是過得很好,
頻頻都把麻煩全惹上身了。

小女子覺得自己很沒有用,
自己一點都幫不上任何的忙,
反而只會把事情弄得越來越亂。

小女子在此跟各位說:
對不起,很抱歉。




爲什麽世界上會有這麽不公平?
最近小女子閲讀到一篇報道,
報道指出有一名作者的作品被人盜用。

咳,現在的社會什麽類型的人都有。
如果不堅強一些些,
一定會被人踩在腳底下。
因爲不想鬧事,
所以大事化小,小事化無。

可是,為作者的立場想一想,
作者真的很可憐。
儅一個作者嘔心瀝血的付出,
當時大家在哪裏?
大家都在放假而作者日日夜夜的拼搏,
最後終于完成屬於自己的作品,
結果忙到來卻只是一場空,
只是白忙一場…

那是什麽滋味?
我們是永遠無法體會作者的心情。

一句話
能夠改變一個人的思想



一句話,
可以無心傷害到一堆人

一句話
也許就是那一句話
把所有的事情都改變了。

再多麽堅強的人都好,
在這種環境下想要生存,
就唯獨要靠的是演技,
劇本再多麽的爛也無所謂。

爲什麽要演戯呢?
因爲只要裝得越可憐
大家才會越看越同情
那才可以配合演好這一場戯。
你們說對嗎?

大前天(星期五),
小女子為朋友感到非常難過
因爲朋友的錢包不見了!
意思就是説,
錢包裏面的文件統統不翼而飛!

令我最佩服的是朋友也太堅強了吧?
朋友一滴眼淚都沒掉!



如果換成是小女子…
不閙個天翻地覆絕不罷休!

哭個兩、三天應該應該都不是問題。
也許第三世界大戰就要發生了呃!

朋友,您心裏到底在想什麽啊?
小女子不明白,
您是爲了要讓我們好過一些些?
還是您統統都把傷痛留給自己?
自己獨自一個人面對悲傷?
這樣的話很容易得内傷嘞!

難過說出來我們又不會嘲笑您?
您不說出心裏話,
您只對我們微笑,
好像沒事發生醬。
只會讓我們更加倍的替您緊張、擔心!
當事人好像都沒在害怕什麽,
我們還緊張到不行!
就像一個白癡不懂在緊張、擔心些什麽?

哈哈,
昨天在電視節目上看到了張棟梁
很久沒看到他出現在熒光幕前了。
可是,
他還是一樣的帥哦!
他還是一樣的迷人
他唱歌一樣的深情
好棒哦!

朋友們,
我們一起加油吧!

雨不會一直下不停。
雨后天晴,又是一個美好人生的旅途!!