What A Sad Birthday :(

Today is my 19th years old birthday. Actually I should be very happy because finally my birthday approaching. For truth, I have been waiting for the day since a year ago (2006).

But it seems that good luck is never beside me. All my efforts were sunk by yesterday night. I couldn’t understand why I am not being able to fulfill what I want? And what I wish to have? I am feeling very painful now.

Maybe I didn’t put in a lot of hard work. No matter what it is, I will accept the challenge. I’ll face the difficulties by myself. I’ll give myself a chance to learn and understand more again. I’ll try my best to make it better. But I know that it'll become more tougher. So I must become more stronger in order to fight till the end.

Nothing come easy. No pain no gain.

Even though, the result at the last is still the same. But at least at that time, I had no regrets and I could say that I really not suits Account. (I think that day arrive, I would leave the University.)

Sorry my daddy and mummy. I had made you all disappointed. I know you all feel very bad, including me - myself too. Anyway, thanks my dear ..dy and ..my for giving me some useful advice but I had decided to give myself another try to complete my incomplete task.

P/S: Thanks for all my lovely buddies that sending me message through phone and mail. I really appreciate it. Thanks for those who don’t know what to say, but still comfort me in such a way that giving their supports to me. I love you guys very much.

Thank You.
Aligato.
Kamsa Hamnida.
Terima Kasih.

Appreciate everything I have...

Aiyoyo, my nerve and mind are fully occupied by stresses and nervousness. When is my exam result going to announce? Why is my connection at Johor Bahru so poor? Or is MMU problem? What’s call high-tech university? I am so angry about the connection that always bully ‘me’, no matter checking result or pre-course registration. The same things occur again.

On 28-10-2007, Fish brought a card and a birthday present for me. It is very inconvenient for her because even though we are staying in JB but our distance is very far from each other. I think from her house to my house, the journey cost about 1 hour ba… But she still came. Anyway,

Fish, thank you. I like the present and card very much.^^

Happy Birthday to Xiang Hue

For the second post on the date: October 22

Dear Xiang Hue,

(ur favourite cartoon)

(ur favorite artist)

Wah, 19 years old, more mature, prettier, more intelligent, more and more… I know you for more than 1 year already. From a stranger become today relationship. Be frank, our friendship is very difficult to maintain because you and us are being separated. Hehe =P Just kidding…

Friendship once comes not easy; we need to tolerant and respect each other for any circumstances by time and second. Maybe past of the year, I am not the expert in handling my emotion very well. So we had a torture moment. Haiz, quite sad :( Things already past, let it past. But I need to learn from mistake.

But no matter how tough it is, we (da jie, fish, mandy and me) are willing to be your friend. When you feel tired, you won't be lonely, you have a place to realize your stresses. I am a good listener; you may consider me as well. Please don’t keep inside your heart because the longer you kept, the problem still there. It won’t solve.

Haha XD... I had been very nagging right? Haiya, sure nag la, I didn’t meet you for so many months sure miss you very much.

Last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY~*

(生日快乐)

小偷

不問自取就是偷是很不道德的行爲。這麽簡單的道理，連3嵗小孩都能明白。那麽為什麽有些人類就是不理解呢？他們懂主人的感受嗎？他們根本就不能夠體會。某人不喜歡別人隨隨便便亂碰不屬於他們自己的東西。難道你的父母沒有教過你嗎？如果換成是你也會不高興啊！一樣的道理，某人也是會很不開心的。

你要用的話，你只需要通知、告訴主人就行了啊！主人一定會借給你啊。難道說一聲真得有那麽難嗎？因爲都説是主人了，主人的東西，主人當然有權利過問不是嗎？某人要你知道，某人現在很不高興，先聲名不是某人小氣噢。

雖然你的年紀比某人大，但是你也不可以以大欺小哇，醬很過分也。某人不甘心！不甘心！不甘心！

I am very tired >_< zZZ

喲~每一次儅我回來我美麗又幸福的家園。我仿佛又回到了乖寶寶的時代。一個有規劃的健康人生。我呢？每天就負責早睡早起，然後陪伴爸比媽咪他們去公園跑步。他們沒有一天是鬆懈的。我真的很佩服他們。但是，陪伴著他們我好累喔！可是我都不敢告訴他們。因爲他們會說：

“你這樣就不行了啊？” 又或者

“你再不運動，將來老了就會很辛苦。”

“所以你現在的努力是不會白費的。”

“什麽都是為你自己好。”

好…好…好…什麽都是你們說得好，說得對！我只是做你們要我做的乖女兒。乖女兒還真不好儅。呵呵… ^^

My holiday schedule:

7.00 am – wake up

7.30 am – exercise

8.30 am – breakfast

9.00 am – bathing

10.00 am – online / napping

1.00 pm – lunch

2.00 pm – online / napping

5.00 pm – watching tv program

6.00 pm – bathing

7.00 pm – dinner

8.00 pm – watching tv program

10.00 pm – dreaming (means sleeping nia…)

我的睡覺時間是不是像足了小朋友的時間表呢？沒錯，不管我們是多少年紀？在每個父母的眼中，我們都是一個永遠都長不大的小孩。不是我要在他們面前是個樣。我想父母也是知道他們自己的子女生活圈子。哈哈...我也不列外！我也是在遠處不睡覺的噢…哈哈。尤其是在考試期間。

提起考試，我很想感謝我一位熱心的朋友—婷婷。在我們的一天不眠，她細心的教導之下，終于把會計教完。我和小魚才能夠上得了戰場。我真的打從心底的萬分感謝。我除了感謝還是一千、一万感謝~謝謝你！接下來，就是我們大家等待成績放榜的到來咯。

我真的很希望一切能夠順利+平安。

祝朋友們：考試優異。

我們全部都可以一起過關斬將。大家一起加油吧！！

上帝，保佑我們~

10-10-2007 -
is Taiwan group Fahrenheit, one of the member's birthday.
So, i am here going to wish Wu Chun : Happy Birthday! ^^
Just a regards for him. Wish him all the best in his career. Do take care of urself ya. Good Luck for your future.

Why?

After the beta year 1st trimester final exam, I have made a conclusion.

University life = horrible+toughing

By preparing for the exam, I do not have enough sleep. Every moment when going to deep sleep, my mind will suddenly thought of the notes or points which I had read before. I think it is a good recall of memory when I sat in the exam but not in my sweet dream.

My beta year 1st trimester going to end soon, coming next is 2nd trimester. So, I am now on holiday mood but on the other hand, I am very worry about my result. I sincerely hope that I can get good achievement and for my friends who are still exam, hmm… work hard, good luck and all the best for your final exam, jia you ya.

The things that do not wish to stay beside us
It is the time for you to let your hand go

You are empty
You are just holding a thing without its heart.

You afraid loneliness
You know everything that happen on you

You know that everything will become different after this
BUT...
You are trying avoiding and pretending

You prefer to be a blind
BECAUSE...
Everything already turns

Why you still cannot accept the truth?
and what are you still hoping from it?

Because I want to be your friend
Because we are friend
I am still waiting and hoping that one day we can go back to before

It will never be miracle for you.
Can you wake up? Can you be clear?

Change had make people become into another person.
YOU are just a passer-by in their life.

Everything gone, Everything different, Everything change.
No relationship, No friends, No happiness.