17 March, 2007

忙=茫=盲

今天一大清早我算起的還蠻早的
我爲什麽要那麽早就起床呢?
因爲今天(17-03-2007)是我第一張數學科
在第三個學期中的半年考
所以啊?
這就是一個很簡單的原因...

在考場上的我坐在一個那麽狹窄的空間作答
手裏握著考卷,另一只手作答
我的頭和勁都非常的痠
真得很辛苦
::>O<:: 考到沒多久我聽到
劈劈啪啪的聲音接二連三的發出
鉛筆盒、計算機、膠擦一個個掉入地面
你們說FBLR 4022是適合考試的地方嗎?

考完試的心得:
我是有一點點小小的信心也感到非常的開心
因爲我從來不會考完試一出考場后
還會帶著一絲絲喜悅的心情
沒想到?
這種事還會發生在我的身上
很驚訝咯~哈哈…
嗐,我只希望我自己不會考到很差的成績
大家一起祝福我吧?
我也祝朋友們考試順利。加油~

做事一向很謹慎的我
從不會無緣無故
沒有做交代什麽的就離開
並且,我犯下了我人生一個很離譜的大錯
承認,我是在逃避,我在閃躲,我只
想逃
逃到越遠越好
所以我選擇離開一下下
就算只有短短的一天而已!


我離開了這繁忙、無味的都市
暫時我不會想那麽多
我會好好的享受在家中的悠閒
一心只挂念這裡的爸媽弟們
我很想一去不回頭的往前走
所以我才下定決心放下一切
終于我回到了屬於我溫暖的窩

我只留下了一堆殘局給朋友們
或許我的離開會造成很多
很多人很大的不便
但是我真的沒辦法不回來看我的家人
儅你們知道我的原因后
你們一定會罵我

我認了
我就是那麽樣的單純
純粹只想回來看看家人過得好不好?
給自己一個藉口
給自己放一個假期
因爲我真的累了~

在此,我很想對你們說抱歉
因爲我的任性
我的倔強
讓你們受委屈了,對不起。

8 comments:

mandyals said...

=.=
pig... cheated by u pula... wakaka..
wel, i already know t true n also t reason.. but hor, i din angry at all le... mayb cuz of i can understand wat u'r thinkin of gua...

i know u miss ur family, so.. jus go ahead... don forget to hug ur mum n dad lu.. wakaka... take more rest at home n recharge urself there...

remember! must bring back t powerful LCD o! wakaka... take k n mis ya~
:-p

- said...

mandyals,

very touching leh~~~ ::>O<::

thanks 4 ur consideration

i really love u...muakzsss ^@^

i didn't mean 2 cheat u

but really i can't bear 2 leave my family members...

sorry~~~

Anonymous said...

u ok lor...only lve mandyals...so sad...i wan go to die di lor...dun hold me back ya...c u ~

- said...

anonymous,

me also love you ya...

don't go 2 commit suicide...

cos this is not good de action...^^

let me explain to you, i love mandyals must express it out de...

cos i scare she can not received ya...

between you and me no need to say it out de ma rite? cos you know i know ya...^^

very touching leh~~~
don't cry ya, haha^^

Anonymous said...

alamak,i juz finish my dinner la...ppls dun make me feel like wan to vomit ..ok ?
ok lor...i know u love me oso de but u only say to mandyals...nvm la...haiz~feel so sad...
i oso know that commit suicide is not a goos action but when u really feel sad n hopeless i dun think that other that commit suicide got other that can be do lor...

- said...

wah^^

don't be like this jealous okay??

afterward, me is the one commit suicide because feel hopeless ad^^ don't know how to do to solve this problem ya...wakakaka :)

actually, my heart got both of you guys de...

so, don't campare who i love the most, okay??

everybody also the same^^wahahaha :)

Anonymous said...

wah...

galz n anonymous got thing o?!... hohoho... finish liao lar.. kena tangkap liao :-p

galz, wat mean by "cos i scare she can not received ya..."??? wakaka..

"between you and me no need to say it out de ma rite? cos you know i know ya..."
sooo geng ler.. no need say out also love each other.. haiz.. i lost d.. jelouse lar!!!! haiz...
T.T

from: mandyals

- said...

hei,

people (mdm mimihayu's word)

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