bYe bYe Year 2006

Ermmmm…aiyoyo, my friend the time really flies; now, we are going to invite for the coming New Year of 2007 and today is the last day of 2006. Oh my goodness, I am really sad, so sad…because I am getting older and older sooner…haiz~~~

_^*"tian tian's diary"*^_

JANUARY: I joined the National Service in Benum Hill Resort, Pahang - siri kumpulan 01/06.

FEBRUARY: I didn’t enjoy celebrate my Chinese New Year happily.

MARCH: I felt so happy because I am just like a ‘bird’ flew out from the cage. Just after finished my PKLN and take my SPM examination result on 18/03/2006.

APRIL: I had been sleep, eat, watching tv, shopping, singing, hang out with my gang of friends.

MAY: My dad had begun worries about my studies.

JUNE: I came into MMU, Malacca.

JULY: I met a lot of friends such as: apple, mandy, nichole, fish, shirly, PM 11 and PM12’s friends, we went out together, have fun and joy, celebrate birthday with our PM 11's class tribe who is Wei Loon, Hui Ping, Johnson in Amigo and Red Square. Beside that, Fu Chai's birthday in Sampan and recently celebrated Choon Wei's birthday in her house haha^^...

AUGUST: I am very happy because I went to Danga Bay, Johor for a Summer Concert, so high man!!! I can watch so many artists in realities with my own eyes.

SEPTEMBER: I am very sien and really boring because if I am not study then is exam.

OCTOBER: From the day that I was born, the 12 months I really like October because my birthday is on the every year - 31st of October and also the last day of the October.

NOVEMBER: I am very sad!!! My family went oversea without me :(

DECEMBER: I am also very sad. Gonna prepare for my final exam of 2nd trimester and the most important things is “I AM GOING TO BECOME OLD BLUR GALZ”.

Finally, we have to say goodbye to 2006 and say hello and welcome for the coming YEAR 2007. Here, I want to wish my family members and friends:

happy, healthy, all the best and good luck for the year 2007.

All the happiness and sadness in year 2006 were became our memories. Now, we should look forward and tomorrow will be another happy day. 2007 is the year for us to begin and start over again, so we must treasure it.

Bye bye 2006, I’ll miss you 2006.

-the end of YEAR 2006-

back aGain

Hi, everyone!
Long time never leave some of my life’s sweetness and sadness here. Ok, let me write what I had been doing on these days.

1st - my mid term test

My preparation for the mid term tests also no use because my result was very poor, scored very bad result. My entire friend not getting A’s either wise is getting full marks, they scored very well. This makes me be coming self-abasement. Every time seeing them scoring well result, I felt very happy and congrats to them (this is true). But, when the time I got my result and make a compared with them…haha…it is like one is a diamond and another one is a rubbish lo…erm, no need I say, as you all so intelligent sure can guess who is rubbish right? At the moment, I felt very bad and felt very sorry to my parents because I had been wasting their hard-earned money so easily.

2nd – my assignment and presentation

This long weekend I had been very busy doing my assignment and presentation things. This 2nd trimester is seems to be very busy and all the classes are pack together. I have no enough time to breathe, haha…I still remember the last Sunday, I went to fish’s house doing our assignment and the preparation for the presentation of the PCA. Haiz, don’t know why, that time we really very shuai lo…

At first, I already finish the power point because fish need to go to attend her cousin's wedding in KL. So, I did the power point alone. Then, last Sunday, we gonna to prepare for the report and thanks god fish was back from KL. We did the report together while watching TVB 8 2006 music awards. I really enjoying watching and doing the report in the same time. But fish was in her bad mood…you all want to know why? You all can ask her personally hehe…:p Thanks to da jie and mandy for giving us a helping hand, we really appreciate it.

After that, I think around 2 o’clock something not afternoon is midnight ok? We had finished our report and we need to print it out. I very ‘gan-jiong’ because the printer only can print 8 pages, we still left 37 pages to go and then out of ink liao. Then, I quickly ask Chin Ting for help, I very nervous because so late liao, all my friend are visiting ‘zhou gong’…
That time, I really forgot to tell Chong Siang about it. Let him misunderstood that I didn’t care about him. Hai ya, then he asked me why never inform him before coming to his house. I also don’t how to reply him.

Here, I want to say sorry to him: "Chong Siang, I’m very sorry about this ya." That night, I already very blur liao, I had been doing the report none stop leh. My mind also can’t think so much. The only think that came across my mind is “who have printer”. So sorry ya, please forgive me la…Thanks to Chin Ting’s printer, papers and of course the printer’s owner haha…

Thank you very much for those people who helping me and fish~thanks a lot ya!!!

3rd - really can’t imaging

Yesterday (19/12/2006), I wore informal. You all may thing that, there is nothing right??? But, is not lo…that day, it was my first time wearing skirts and heel shoes walking around the MMU…so miserable…raining and very uncomfortable ar!!! Instead, it was very shame that in ACR there, when I stepped down the stairs, I went out of balance and going to fall down. But fortunately, nothing happen to me, thanks god…I think...maybe...I had been didn’t slept well for these whole week gua…

4th - so pitiful

Last week, my family members (daddy, mummy and 2 brothers) going for an oversea trip in Beijing and Hong Kong leave me alone at Malacca. Actually, I wanted to go because I had been long time never go out to see the world liao. But that time, my mid term was around the corner. So, I slipped the opportunity for going, so sad leh…It was such a good chance CRY CRY CRY...

exam

2nd Mid Term Test

(02/12/2006, Saturday) having the mid term test 1st paper, it seems that the English paper is much more easer than before, so at here I want to wish you all who read my blog (PM 11 & 12) good luck and try your best in your mid term paper, gambateh *O*

Kah Peng, Mandy, Xiang Hue, Shirly, Fish -->study hard o…don’t play so much…hehe, wish you all happy everyday~

我

我想说

我不是圣人

我也不是神仙

我是一个平平凡凡的人

我会难过

我会伤心

我需要温情

我需要温馨

我觉得那个感觉曾经是如此得那么熟悉

我慢慢地脱离这个感觉

我渐渐不属于这个地方

我已越来越远了

我只是需要一个避风港

我伤心

我快乐

我都会影响到其他人

我不能让你们开心

我不能让所有人幸福

我不能让每个人都快乐

我真得很希望这一切都是梦

我想说

我辛苦

我真的累

我都不会放弃

我不甘愿就这样结束，甚至

我已不是我了

我不像我了

我的世界也会尝试为你们而改变

我相信未来一定会实现

wrOng?

傻傻的你，傻傻的我…

如果我在这样下去，不用到final exam，我mid-term先玩完啊！

为什么，人要有酱多未解决完、未完成的事？

可不可以简单化一些？

不要对我那么的残忍，好吗？

一定要读书才能去考试吗？

我不明白，是不是一定要有文凭才能找到一份好职业？

找到一份好职业后，是不是就代表你的未来、你的前途是光明的？

为什么人要忙忙碌碌？

让自己没有任何喘气的空间？

有人曾经问我过，我们那么的拚命的去上大学是为何？

我不知道该应该怎样回答他。我应该说是因为…

为了我父母吗？
为了我的前途？ or ‘钱’途？
为了我的将来吗？
或许吧？

但是，这个解答是：“为了吸取更多的知识。”

刚开始，我对这个答案有一点疑惑，那里可能那么简单啊！我反问了自己究竟是不是那么简单？的觉,它就是那么简单。是我们的思想不再象小孩那么单纯了，我们总会把事情看得太复杂。我每次遇到事情，我总会想到最坏的一面。这样有错吗？如果我们往好的一面想的话，会不会让人家觉得我们很有自信啊？如果我们往坏的一面想，我反而会觉得这事情也许就比较容易解决许多。因为，当我把事情想得越坏，我就会更用心、我会更在意、我会更注重那件事情、我就会更想把事情解决完。我酱真的错了吗？我错了吗？

haPPy+fun

12/11/2006 (sunday)
- having lunch at sushi king,MP with lao gong, mandy and my cousin brother LCS

- that day, WOW!!! unbelieveable, LCS and my lao gong wore couple costume...why i say like this? because they very SWEET, by looking at them...i so envy, their relationship not so simple as a friend, i think =.='''...they almost wore the same shirt and pants...haha^^ same colour of the t-shirt(pink)...ok, then never mind, we all heard his explanation,...but very weird lo, their pants that they had wore...also almost looked like the same one leh...so loving couple o0O, envy...so sweet++

-after that, we all when to Dataran Pahlawan...took some picture there:

(below as the example of pictures)

sushi that full of wasabi...shOcK~

eat the sushi that full of wasabi...^^yuMMy

don't act nothing...cry la...never mind, we won't laugh at you de^^

yo...check it out galz!!!**

act cOOl~^^ya la -cool-

15/11/2006 (wednesday)

-our group PM 11 that i know, got 3 ppl born in November, who are johnson, hui ping and wei loon...we as their friend decided to celebrate their birthday together give them a memorable night...

-after class about 6p.m. something, we went to hui ping's house by wait for the others people to 'make up' oh not, i mean is get ready...^^i mean the guys of PM11 very slow motion de lo...hehe^^, don't angry la...but i am telling the truth ya...i also can't blame you guys right? because you all have the rights hor??wanna to know why they have the rights? because the person who we are waiting for is wei loon, our class tribe of PM11...i know, you are very busy at that time, you need to buy two cream cakes and make a 'surprise' for johnson mah??haha^^ busy BUSY...

-then, having dinner at amigo

-last but not least, we sang karaoke in red square

amigo-having a LARGE orange juice, so we both are sharing it

in red square...looks very tired, wanna sleep liao ^@@^

18/11/2006 (saturday)

-i went to tzu chi and have fun at there...yeah~~

what's wrong with me??

mandy~~you very heavy la!!! -- jz kd de...won't mind hor??

fuLL Of meAninGfuL

有意义的一天

上个星期过得非常的难熬！因为有些误会还没有机会说清楚，所以很多事情便接二连三的发生了。那时候的我感到非常的无助，真的感觉到活着真的没有什么任何意义了。我不是不能活着、过着没有朋友的日子，我是因为想要把我们的问题说清楚。更何况这些东西更本就是一些误会所引起的。我不想象当初一样历史又在重演一遍。当时，我真的爱莫能助、我不能解释清楚，我就觉得我不如死了算了一了百了。我有打算if真的很辛苦再活下去的话，反正我开着车随随便便，就能够离开这世间，不必再受外界的影响。但至少离开了，他们能够记得、惦记着，在世界上曾有个我吧？

星期五（17/11/2006），我爸回来了！
星期六（18/11/2006），我去tzu chi
星期天（19/11/2006），和家人去逛街
星期一（20/11/2006），他们回去新山咯

周末还过得很快，我的家人今天（20/11/2006）已经回去新山咯！他们好忍心…留下我一个人在马六甲。因为我这个学期真的超忙碌、超没时间，所以就没有轴空回去看望他们！我还真的没有想过他们会回来看我，超感动。嗨，虽然你们的嘴巴上说是回来看我，其实我懂你们不只是为了回来看我那么简单，最重要的是：回来看妈妈、婆婆，对不对？我无所谓啦！你们开心就好咯，可是对你们来说简直是一石二鸟啊！

18/11/2006（星期六）我一大早便起床了，因为我答应mandy和大姐说我一定会去Tzu Chi。那天早上，因为有些缘故导致我无法入眠，没有好好的睡一场。早上3.30我就起身了。没事做的我便翻翻书、听听音乐、online…我看大家应该都在周公哪里，所以我不好意识去打扰他们，我边上去看看朋友们的部落格…OMG，天哪！看着看着…我就看到我的名字出现在mandy的blog耶，真的有点吓倒哦！我还以为发生什么事情，原来是她有“千言万语”要对我说，但是她不好意识开口当面对我说啦！哈哈…

去了Tzu Chi 回来，我的人变得轻松多了，也没有烦恼了，我也慢慢的想通了！maybe 是因为听了刘师伯的讲座会吧？他点醒了我，因为他说人生没有多少年，所以我们要珍惜眼见的事物。父母好不容易抚养我们长大成人，我们应该懂得如何去报答他们对我们的养育之恩。他还说，我们做人要学会包容别人的缺点。生气别人，就是把别人的过错加罪到自己身上。我看到影片的人物中，个个跟我比起来，我真的是过得非常的幸福。看到《黄阳光》坚强的活下去。我更觉得我自己好可笑！！！他们都不是健全的孩子们都能熬过来，再难的考验他们都能够无数的通过而我只是面对到一些些的挫折就要放弃？我真的应该要好好地反省反省…

之后，因为下雨的缘故，耽误了行程，师兄很热情地便带我们绕Tzu Chi的周围…我们只是对café里面的《清静词》很有兴趣。因为它是一个很特别的东西，它能够猜到我们现在在面对着什么困难。刚开始，我还不这么相信，没想到当我抽到一张正说中我心中得欲惑，我再也不会小看那一台算命机器了。那张纸里面写了一句话：“屋宽不如心宽，心宽就是福。”我们知识那么浅我们哪里东那是什么意识，所以心地好到不得了的师兄还帮我们一一做解答。我真的学到不少东西。感恩…

[说话的艺术]与大家分享：

急事，慢慢的说；
大事，清楚的说；
小时，幽默的说；
没把握的事，谨慎的说；
没发生的事，不要胡说；
做不到的事，别乱说；
伤害人的事，不能说；
讨厌的事，对事不对人的说；
开心的事，看场合说；
伤心的事，不要见人就说；
别人的事，小心的说；
自己的事，听听自己的心怎么说；
现在的事，做了再说，
未来的事，未来再说。

解压の方法

最近，心情突变的我啊，幸亏遇上了两个好朋友+贵人的相助。（姓名不方便偷漏，他们说他们不想红）but anyway，我想认识我的人应该很容易、很轻而易举猜到他们是谁吧？哈哈...

谢谢你们对我的关心，用了你们的独门秘诀，我的心情真的变好许多。我呢？就在这里提供给你们，他们的秘籍。也许现在的你们或许用不着。但是，我相信当我们面对考final的时候，多多少少都会有压力吧？

Step 1. 喝牛奶 - 冰、热的都ok。蛮有效的，有空可以试试看。 （提供by: sunway college 的大学生）
Step 2. 深呼吸+洗澡+听歌+读书 – 他说这样又不会浪费时间又可以温习到功课。 （提供by: taylor college 的大学生）

以上的方法，我只尝试step 1而已。至于step 2…有点扯耶！什么啊？我每天都在做啊，而且一天里面重复好几遍，尤其是深呼吸，我可说是持续不停的在每一分，每一秒呼吸着。好啦，我知道你有心，谢了哦~





















在这段疗伤的日子，台湾新上映了一部偶像剧哦！还蛮好看的。《剪刀，石头，布》

【内容简介】 ：

「剪刀、石头、布」是一出融合爱情、友情与梦想的轻松喜剧，内容主要围绕两男一女的爱情故事。「剪刀、石头、布」恰恰分别代表着三人的个性：锐利、固执与包容，也是他们用来决定爱情的机率游戏。他们撇开年龄、性别的隔阂，放肆畅怀于一段可爱动人的三角恋情之中，两个拜把兄弟陈克洛(张勋杰饰)和韦祺祥(王绍伟饰)，同时爱上一个平凡却善良的女孩：叶朵丽(陈乔恩饰)，却为了彼此的情谊，双双甘愿牺牲自己的爱情，成全对方。

最后，他们用猜拳的方式，让机率决定彼此的爱情命运。听来也许觉得荒谬，但时下的爱情，又有多少逻辑可言哩！剧中哥儿们间的友情、男女间的爱情、对梦想的追求，都将以轻松、有趣和略为夸张的呈现方式铺排在剧情之中，在玩味他们单纯、傻气却认真、执着的爱情态度时，让人一窥现代人多元的感情面貌，并且营造出戏剧浪漫清新的质感。

吃多了重咸口味菜肴，我们端上一道外型亮丽、质感细腻、后劲有力的新鲜甜品。在「剪刀、石头、布」的猜拳游戏中，一起来算一算真爱来临的机率吧！

快乐可以很简单

离开之后，窗外的雨点变小了；

放手之后，身边的人群变少了。

离开的你，轻松了许多；

放手的我，总于明白了。

Fish：哭，是另一种抒发情绪的方法。没有对与错，我们自有自己的独特方式来发泄。我不是不明白，好吗？你要知道你是幸福的， 无论是谁，在这个世界上都能拥有这份幸福。每个人都有资格寻究快乐。开心过一天，伤心也要过一天，倒不如开心、快乐的渡过。天不会永远是黑暗的，黑夜过后的天空会更明亮。下过雨的天空会更加的蔚蓝，我们的心情也会随着天气的气候而转变。睡醒的明天又会是完美、美好、美丽的一天…

大姐：我知道你最近很忙，除了忙着catch up你的课业还要忙着开会，辛苦了。但你总不忘了关心我们，开导我们…我很感激你！除了感激我不知道我还能够说什么？我知道你也非常难过，因为事情演变成这个样子，那现在就换我来安慰你吧？

你不是常常对我说不要把事情看到那么复杂吗？又没有什么事，是解决不了的不是吗？所以你一定要比我们更坚强哦！你一定要过得更开心哦！不要为了我们的事而影响到你的情绪。在这里我想告诉你，不管将来发生什么事，我们还会不会是那群让人羡慕的一班朋友，我都会永远把你当成我的好大姐。你要知道我们的关系不只是朋友那么简单，到时你想要甩掉我都很难了哦~

如果时间能够辽伤，
如果时间能够淡忘，
如果时间能够倒退，
如果时间能够停止。

#时间如果能够做到那么多事，那就不会有‘后悔’这两个字了…#

hOOray

i pass!!! I PASS!!! I REALLY PASS!!! UNBELIEVABLE

this time no need to write and tell so much because my purpose is to thanks god that let me pass my exam...now i really really happy, very happy and so grateful even excited la...therefore, from now on, i can have a good sleep lo^^...thanks to my lecturer and my friends especially mandyals, da jie, xiang hue, shirly and fish...thanks to all of you that have been teaching me and taught me as well...nothing to say, but just want to tell u all aligato and thank you guys~love you all muacks!!!

-gOOd jOb, chOng dien-

心中の刺

是不是昨天我记不起
思绪开始因你而混乱
偶尔的想念不断逐增
开始慌张的这颗心
也许没什么，只是我多虑
我不断提醒自己的模样多么勉强
是爱吗？如果你我一样就开始了吗？
心中是想要爱你
想要全世界都听见似的大喊
为什么我现在才听见
为了让彼此相遇，此刻才找到爱
如果我想要说明我心意
只能让你成为我，来感受我的心
我已在你心里，就像我的心中已经有你
也许我们已经被彼此驯服
是爱吗？如果你我一样就开始了吗？
心中是想要爱你
想要全世界都听见似的大喊
为什么我现在才听见
为了让彼此相遇，此刻才找到爱
想想看，在那么多的瞬间里面
曾有多么的心动
迟到的时间，用我更加爱你当补偿
让我们一起，把只能回忆的记忆当作礼物
不要从我身边离开，哪怕只是一瞬间
请在我身边停留
我是多么的，是如此深深的，已经，爱着你…只爱你…

this is One Of the kOrean sOngs Of the year 2OO6 drama series - 《宫》野蛮王妃…this drama series quite interesting and funny…hehe…

actually here are the wOrds that I first saw this lyrics wanted tO share with u guys…when lOving cOuples in lOve fOr many years, sOme Of them will started tO dO many wrOng things, fOr example: hurt the persOn that they lOve the mOst, they knew that when they stepped in the wrOng path they will regret fOr the rest Of their life but they still want tO try, after that they will seek fOr fOrgiveness…even mOre painful was he didn’t feel that he was in the wrOng and didn’t cOme tO explain what he had been dOing…sO heartless

宝贝计划

《宝贝计划》真的是一部非常好看、超赞的电影啊！

可以说是我有史以来看过最值回票价的电影！

成龙的动作招牌，又有儿童的喜剧效果。说实话，看到剧情介绍就知道是新瓶装旧酒，超级硬汉如何对付难缠宝宝，往近了说就是“《超级奶爸》加《黑帮暴徒》”。我看之前没作任何期待，是因为成龙前面两部作品《新警察故事》和《神话》都太过“笨拙”了，不是大段血腥的厮杀戏，就是审美过时的爱情戏。

在《宝贝计划》里诸多来路不明的人物、“偶遇”在一个狭小空间里，所产生的高浓度的戏剧冲突和喜剧意味。另外的谐趣就是对白写得还算不赖。《宝贝计划》中的小宝贝是推动剧情。他的表情很可爱而且很逗趣。这电影充满浓浓的亲情、友情和爱情的故事。

如果你还没去观赏，哪这支电影你非不能错过咯！

especially to LEE XIANG HUE

xiang hue,


you are the 1st person that i use my blog to greet you...you one to know why? this is because we cannot celebrate birthday together, so xiang hue you don't think so much la...MANDYALS, da jie, fish and zhe ing: u all are very good hearted person right?


ok, here some words for xiang hue,

I'll take care of the tree,

You take care of the man under the tree.

But remember, if there is no tree,

there will be no man under it.

so xiang hue, you must say thank you to our parents who born you into this beautiful world then only you can meet us right? hehe...anyway, happy birthday to you, 18th's birthday haha...hope u: 身体健康、青春永驻、天天开心、快快乐乐、生日快乐～

(wah~yuMMy oO0)

hope u like it^^

犯太岁

打从我6月一踏入mmu的校门口的第一天，我就一直倒霉到现在。Fish她告诉我说，不知道是不是我今年犯太岁。Erm…我确实肖龙，的确今年肖龙真的有犯太岁嘞！该不会那么灵吧？好的偏偏不来，不好的全部通通涌上来！能不能这次让我改变命运？

一件很不幸的事就在我考完英文正准备要为下一张考试发奋发生了…这是我人生当中唯一最不能抚平的一件事，也是我一生最惨痛的经历。那天的情景就像片断一样一点一点地浮现在我的脑海里不能抹去。

当时我想和大姐他们在mmu 温习功课就打算住在fish的家一晚，那我就不必跑来跑去。09/10/2006一场车祸发生了。受害者不是别人就是fish，驾驶人不是别人而是我。我就像往常一样开着车，行驶在那条路上，只差在没有交通灯，又没有交警维持交通次序。

当天我的运气真的差透了，我找不到方向，不知如何是好，我就往前开，我紧急刹车的那一瞬间，没想到…“碰！”我的车头被撞烂了，车牌飞了，人也吓的魂飞魄散。我心想我要保持形象，我不能哭，我要忍…

那个不知廉耻的马来男人一下车匆到我们的面前理直气壮地说道：“不要告诉我是我开太快，你们自己也不是开酱快！不用讲那么多，我们一起去警局。”交警随后就到了，当下的我是什么都没有想，只是想赶快逃离这个狼狈的现场。

在路上，我的心情很乱，车上就只有我和她；她不知道该怎么办就找人求救，我便骂了她。她很可怜啦，交到我这个朋友算她的不辛，现在的她应该很怕考车吧？这一切的一切都是我害的，不知道现在的她会不会害怕坐我的车？我想是人都会怕吧？除非那个人不想活了。我的眼泪一路上没法停止一直掉落，可说是崩溃到了极点！

天哪！我对不起太多人了尤其是Fish真得很抱歉，虽然迟了许久才向你道歉，希望你不要介意哦~你就原谅我吧？大姐、mandy、湘慧、zhe ing和shirly谢谢你们的关心，小女子我感激万分aligato kozainamas ta~爸爸妈妈对不起咯，让你们担心了。现在的我才明白真的要听妈妈的话…

mEmOry

SUMMARY OF THE FIRST TRIMESTER'S LIFE IN MMU

As the days goes by, I already spent my three months’ life in MMU. These three months, I lived together with my grandmother in Taman Asean, Melaka. Everyday, I travel 2 MMU by car and went back. This action day by day repeated and repeated. For these three months, I drove myself; the journey is around 30 minutes. Can say not very far and not really near because it's seem that I always drive very fast...hehe...:p

In MMU, I knew a lot of friend that come from all over the NEGERI not WORLD la but it is really sufficient liao. My Peace Maple’s class. Short form: PM 11

Why I say Peace? This is because they are totally quiet and silent. Their face all really like very geng de student. They are smart looking n well dressed.

Why I say Maple? This is because our class like a maple tree, lecturers is our sun light, water, carbon dioxide and fertilizer and all of the students are the maple leaves.

When Spring, we all like a sprout just born new into the life; Summer, we grow happily and healthy; Autumn, we are leaving...from the tree that we use to be with; Winter, we are gone...we just left the tree behind to become our memory and I think this is the time that we have to say goodbye because all of us own a dreams.

Besides that, I started to join with some friends in our class such as: Kah Peng, Mandy, Xiang Hue and Fish. They are my good friend in MMU. We take our lunch, sometimes dinner, join d COS + choir, go to pasar malam, go to Jusco, go to Mahkota Parade, go to sing karaoke, go to seek for doctor, spent night together, spend about more than 12 hours together…we share our joy, happiness n sadness.

Every time, when I come to examination or presentation, I will become very nervous and could not stop myself from being so irritating. Maybe, they are very angry of me but they treat me well. Maybe, they dislike me but they will tolerant me every time. I know they really done a lot of things for me, for being a friend, they have sacrifice a lot.

But some how, I really do not know what is going on now?? What can I do?? I feel that our distance become more and more far. What more if after the three week’s holiday?? Far away?? Probably, this is because of the final examination ba?? Is it so much of stress and pressure?? Am I right?? I do not know, I am just guessing…

There are some words to share to all of you:

From the day I know u all as my friend
I will be forever our friend
Fate make us knew each other
I really treasure the friendship between friend and friend
Fate involved our acquaintance
No matter what’s going to happen in the next second…

天空在哭泣

不管我多用力，多使力的抹去它；我的天空依然一直都是乌云。
不管我多么努力的往前走，多使劲地走；我都还是停留在原点。

我的悲伤有谁知道？？
我今天的心情真得很遭。
我不是有心对你们那么冷淡。
我不是故意不理睬你们。
其实，我连我自己都不知道我自己究竟在做什么，在想什么？？
如果可以话，我也想要天天笑口常开迎接每天的到来。
有谁不喜欢嬉皮笑脸，嘻嘻哈哈？？

但是。。。
人生就是曲折。
人生也是波折。

今天，上数学节的时候，我有点想要哭的感觉。我只是在强忍着我的泪水。因为，我觉得我自己好笨！那么简单的数学题都不会。我真的觉得我自己无可药救。当我拿到 business maths's de quiz paper，老师在我的纸上写着：“do more exercises, u can do well...”这时，这句话，让我更伤心，难过。

我突然觉得我的世界变得一片灰灰的。
雨水一直下；一直都没有停止过；再也没有所谓的色彩。
我像是一个找不到方向又不知道应该往哪里飞去的风筝。
它失去了翅膀，不能在天空翱翔
它没有了理想；什么东西办不到
它什么都没有了！！！
它像是一个没有用的废物。。。


她只能在日记里，写着日记，一边写，一边安静的哭。
然后，明天她还要带着笑容装作若无其事，面对这一切。
她好累~~真的真的很想放弃。

放手了才能得到快乐不是吗？？与其在这儿那么痛苦。
（你说可能吗？？父母那边怎样交待？？）
算了。我只是随便说说的。。。这一切都不可能发生。

啊~啊~啊~啊~啊~啊~啊~啊~啊~啊~啊~~~~

sWeet t!me

22/08/2006~Da Xi Bei-->kl's trip



21/08/2006--> jusco's trip - k box

i remembered tat everytime, wherever v go any where, any time, any place, v r d most noisy n can play untill very 'siao'...but it was so fun n happy!!!HhuuU... :)

i think got 1 time, (juz happen on late august n beginning september) all of us (me, xh, als n kp) felt tat our fredship does not as good as b4...i also dun noe wat happen 2 all of us???mayb cos some of us seems lik hiding smt fr d others ba???

tat time, i felt very sad n felt lik crying...=.=
y our fredship bcome lik tis??
y every1 seems 2 bcome different as b4??
nobody can help me...
besides tat, i only felt tat, tat was all my problem was all my fault...i think tat i mistreat them or mayb i get angry easily in front of them...at tat time, i cannot do anything...i felt so miserable...i alwz ask myself: "wat should i do now??"
als said: "我看到你一直在傻笑..."

very funny lor...i dun noe wat should i do at d moment...i sure give them a smile 2 show them tat i got hear their conversation la!!!

i very dislik tis thing 2 happen between our fredship, cos tis thing also happen b4 since i was in d secondary school~~i was betray by a group of freds...

but fortunately, i met jing qiu n pei hwa...
tat time, my life only totally changed when i am form 3...cos jing qiu has lighten my life...haha..she has bcome my best best buddy since form 3...she lets me felt tat i also can have a fred juz lik her...
thx ya...my buddy!!! :p

NOW, fortunately, v (me, xh, als, kp, fish) had cope with it liao...v finally found it tat, all r d misunderstood...haha...v all very白痴...but, tis show tat v very care 4 our relationship ma rite??so my fred, by d way, i would lik 2 thx all of u 4 ur understanding...
i'm not d best but i'll try 2 do my part as a fred...

##~##

-summer concert 2006-

Summer Concert 2006 - 圆满成功！y0~


gary & energy - communicating with audience


daniel - our malaysian idol


gary - sO mAn


nicholas - sO charMinG


nicholas - <只因为你>


zhang NARA


yang cheng lin


yang cheng lin


JJ - waH! <曹操>


5566 - sang d <白色花漾> while kicking d ball 2 d audience


Ren fu - when he sang d song , so tOuching~


Rainie & 5566 - TAKE 1~kawaii


raiNie & 5566 - TAKE 2~say chees3


5566 - performed <偷心 yes i love u> so c0ol n handsOme~

夏日8℃10萬歌迷熱昏頭

日期：12/8/2006

時間：8.30PM

地點：新山金海灣

事項：《夏日8度演唱會》

逾10萬人湧入金海灣，《夏日8℃演唱會》歌迷熱“昏”天！

曲目：

01）Energy─Ra Man Song+Your Better Not Come Home+某年某月某一天+猩人類

02）林宇中─工體北+靠岸

03）梁佑誠─婆婆媽媽

04）李吉漢─現在很想見你+選擇

05）絕對Super Star

-陳詩莉─藍色雨

-溫勝光─飛機場的10.30

-雲美鑫─再一次擁有

-黃俊源─飛行943+翱翔

06）曹格─Superwomen+姑娘

07）溫嵐─人來瘋+LANDY

08）葉俊岑─Tell Me

09）張棟樑─只因為你+痛徹心扉+北極星眼淚+當你孤單你會想起誰

10）張娜拉─我也是女人+愛上你全部+Make It Right

11）Justin側田─命硬+決戰二世祖

12）楊丞琳─單眼皮+過敏+甜心咒+曖昧

13）JJ林俊傑─曹操+莎郎嘿喲只對你說+豆漿油條

14）5566─偷心 Yes I Love U+Won't Give Up+白色花漾

台湾偶像剧 《爱情魔法师》

电视剧: 《爱情魔发师》

首　 播: 2006年2月12日

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